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i have given up on life for being worth the incredible amount of trouble it is

i gave up long ago, but now i want out

there's nothing to keep me alive but happiness which comes rarely and is always killed by spurts of depression and rage

every day it's a chaos inside my head, people screaming and crying and clawing at the insides of my skull

we're all living on a dead planet in a dead earth in dead minds with nothing, nothing whatsoever to bring us back to life

i don't want it

my sleep schedule is actually in a regular, normal pattern now, which is weird. it's been that way ever since i got back from the hospital, around 9 or 10 every night i start getting really tired and wanting to sleep. i want to stay awake but i think that if i let myself i'd fall asleep in front of my computer. i kind of miss insomniac me, it was so fun staying up late and having the night to myself while everyone else slept. it must be the meds screwing with my head i guess

write some emo poetry^, you're very likable.

No.

i'm not going to spend forever trying to fix myself to find some happiness that never comes.

we don't all have the same issues and they are not all fixed by not being weak

sweetie, you absolutely must stay on the meds and not quit them cold turkey. it has a horrible effect so try to avoid it.

Like it's really that easy.

i finally finished studying for the next part of the ged, now i'm waiting until wednesday to take it. i can't wait for this to be over, the whole thing is insufferably boring..

i suck at writing but i could try lol

weird, i didn't take my meds today and now i can't sleep like normal. so it is the meds' fault after all. why would an antidepressant have that much of an effect on my sleep, i don't know.