What do you like? I have sexually sadistic desires.
Jenik, I admit that at times it is difficult for me. However, I am a very controlled and patient individual. I am not impulsive, I am not outwardly aggressive. I am always maintaining focus and keeping my eye on the prize, looking to better my life in every way I see fit. I have no history of violence, I have no criminal record and I blend in well with society in day to day life. I am very cautious in how I behave and that is my primary personality, the one that benefits me in terms of social and financial success. My secondary personality is only known to me, the one that I keep hidden so that no one ever points a finger out of suspicion if there ever is a murder investigation. This isn't a difficult lifestyle for me, I am good at it and I excel at it. I rarely have stress and when I do, it quickly goes away because I am very good at putting my life in perspective and doing what is best for my well being.