by ExtremityYou're fucking hilarious :,)
Thanks, so are you.
Starvation paired with Dehydration is a way to go out that gives you more time to reconsider. ODing is a nasty way to go, and violent methods make such a mess while giving little room to reconsider if this is even the right time to go. It's hard to starve/dehydrate yourself, but if the need to die is that strong it'll still be possible.
Arranging for your body to be dealt with in advance would save others the trouble of finding you while also having the room you died in stink less for the next tenant. Do you have any unpaid debts that might trouble others if you died? You could even leave behind money to pay for your own funeral.
If you're serious about this, handle it responsibly instead of dramatically, for how you handle it will be on their minds just as much as who you were in life. Suicide notes and cut marks are cries for help, which will more than likely just have them reflect on how they could have "helped" you.
Edit: Ignore the pink, but there's a quick guide. Has more stuff there than I'd figure for it.
Don't be weak, =_=
Death is always pain and despair, not only for you but to your closer ones too.
Do not take decisions in time of crisis because you are not made to take decisions in time of crisis.
"Suicide is not an option. This happens when pain exceeds your ability to withstand "
That means you're not a bad person or that you are crazy or you're a coward or because you want to kill yourself. It simply means that you have exceeded the limit of your capacity to endure pain. (not only physical pain.)
From my point of view an easy life without problems is a boring life, problems are nearly a blessing because you get new objectives, something to do. You should be giving thanks instead of lamenting.
Do something usefull with your life, go build houses for homeless, help some old ladies to across the street , kill some corrupt politician. I don't knowDo you have an overweight problem and you don't like it? so what? Lose weight. It is hard? yes it can be hard, but not impossible.
If you feel overwhelmed, there's no need to throw in the towel, just keep going.
There are lots of people with big problems. Even bigger than yours. who doesn't throw in the towel and get over it.
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Now to answer your question. No, your fam... they never going to deal with it easy. You are going to break their hearth, traumatize them, ruin their lifes and probably kill some of them(this last one Metaphorically speaking or maybe literally in some cases)
OP, just go and volunteer with the Ebola virus effort... get infected, and die...
Much easier that way... maybe if you get there soon enough you can help spread it around even more...
Here's a clue, you are depressed... FUK your family... you deserve to be alive more than those miserable fuks deserve to complain about the debt and misery they create every waking minute of thier life.
How can you help being any different. Pro-Tip... get mad, get incredibly angry at everyone that disrespects you. Throw shit around, break stuff in half, scare the living fuk out of those cows...
And... if you've got 20.00 or so... buy some tianeptine... it will change your life...
Look, you look like a nice guy... so, I will tell you the truth... you are too nice... you want to kill yourself, one... because you are depressed... two, because everyone around you is a miserable fuk... sometimes being depressed makes it hard to see anything else, but yeah, trust me, those bitches are miserable fuks... three... and this is the kicker... you want satisfaction... you want revenge... picking a nice and tidy place to kill yourself means nothing... you want the satisfaction of sending a message to those people they will never forget... so wake up and smell the revenge, and do the revenge right. Get mad... do not be a fuking cow...
and yeah, believe me when I say the tianeptine is the good shit... I mean, it will seriously change your life... fixes the old noggin it does... you can expect full remission after a few months use... that is UNHEARD of in North America, because drug companies specifically want you to have a dependency... the medication is from France... TOTALLY different people over there, I mean 100% different mode of thinking...
Also, if you are upset about being fat... stop eating insane amount of sugar and learn to cook! Start adding herbs and spices into your routine, and do the gump... wander aimlessly... sleep outside, ride your bike forever... that's the only way... yeah, you gotta cook with spices, medicinal spices, spices that will get all of the fungus and bacteria out of your system... yes, it is there...