Stay on here and get bored to death.
Thanks for being you turncoat. You sure give great advice much of the time. Starvation is going to be out of the question for me. Weight is one of the major factors in my reasoning for ending the pain. Food is the enemy; the enemy is winning. I think having the power to use your way would actually make me feel better, lol. Thanks again.
Thanks for the ideas Reaper. All of them seem excessive though. I don't want a spectacle. I know I am going to alert the authorities about my plan and do it in an open place, such as the woods; however, my goal is to lessen the burden on my fam and/or lessen any long-lasting images that may haunt them.
It isn't a choice at this point. I cannot keep living each day over and over, watching these clueless zoo animals with their coffees and cell phones. I have come to the realization that repeating and repeating and repeating daily life until I die anyway is a waste of resources, ridiculous, and just sad.
i just thought of something lol
there are probably people here curious about what it would be like to kill and some who simply like the idea
get into contact with someone here about killing you on the condition that you both make plans for the killer to get away with it cleanly
your family wont implode from blaming itself, an unknown killer will unite them in a futile effort to catch him or her. beautiful!