OH MY GOD!
I am salivating.
I have another question. I would start a new thread for it, but I don't want too. I'm not sure if this relates more to BPD or NPD but neither of those things really matter anyway.
What I've been wondering, does anybody ever feel like everything is all about them? For example, most of my time is spent working and managing music. Either producing it, mixing it, or what ever really. But when I have to go out into the city to get a few things, it's like I become the center of the city and it feels like all the other people are only around me to admire how great I am (I'm exaggerating about other people, but it's how I really think).
It's usually pretty amazing, but if I'm in a bad mood it's horrible. I get the same feeling, but I wish all the people in the city around me would dissolve into nothingness, just until I'm in a better mood. I assume those are all normal feelings. But I'm not to sure, thus, the creation of this question.