I never thought I was normal. My mother raised me to believe I was special and better and smarter than all the other kids, so when they ostracised me it only confirmed her dogma.
Now I'm too far down the rabbit hole to think of myself as normal.
idk it's hard to explain. its like no one has as much depth as me. i only view other people as characters but not people. i don't see other people as objects though. more like creatures. i dont feel this way all the time btw
I was 6 and my parents sent me away to the islands because they were afraid of me. No one wanted to deal with me so I spent a summer away with my great grandmother who seemed to know what was wrong with me before I did.