by turntechGodheadLike when my mother calls me and talks to me about how my grandmother's been doing or whatever and I have to pinch myself so that I don't shout "I don't care!" into the receiver.
I abide by normal social constructs because it's the most beneficial to me
I thought that was everybody. lol.
EDIT: This makes me think of one part of one of George Carlin's stand ups. So true.
I don't because it doesn't benefit me to tell my family whom I live with to fuck off. Don't get me wrong, lot's of people hate me because of the things that I do. It's just the times when I am pretending I hate it. It's annoying, it's a chore. I'm bored with it. I hope you guys don't think I'm "complaining", I'm simply starting a conversation.
I used to live in NY, and whilst I did I borrowed 600 bucks from a "friend" for rent. I then moved back to NC. He texted me about a month and a half ago asking if I was going to pay him back. I told him I had brain cancer and that I only had 3 months to live. I should be dying around July-August. I haven't picked a date.
While I lived there I dated a girl, I convinced her that I loved her but I only used her for sex, money and attention. When I moved back to NC I used her for a ride back and 2 months of rent while she lived with me. Then I simply made her hate me, I sliced her tires because she wanted me out, but that threatened what I had set up. So essentially I made her want to leave.
That's only a few things.
"I even have to pretend to care about certain peoples facebook profiles when I really want to give my anti social response. I'm tired of respect."
you constantly use terms like 'can't' and 'have to', then act nonchalant. what kinda things do you have to care about on FB?
by thesugargirl"I even have to pretend to care about certain peoples facebook profiles when I really want to give my anti social response. I'm tired of respect."
you constantly use terms like 'can't' and 'have to', then act nonchalant. what kinda things do you have to care about on FB?
You peoples constant state of skepticism and need for valid ultra clear, concise statements are really annoying. Can't you just understand without me going into super detail? Heres an example. A person you know or family member posts something on your wall about a sensitive subject and obviously wants a response. I can A say my real opinion or B say some some shit that would obvious reveal myself to everyone. I am FULLY aware that I don't have to keep appearances, but I do. It's not that I literally CANT. But if I want to keep the high ground then I SHOULD. Therefore I can't. I don't care about hurting feelings. I care about my position. Although I kind of don't care about that either. I'm not going to ALWAYS be me or ALWAYS wear a mask.
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You do not tell them that... you hint it slowly. Unless you can blame them, then you can blame it on them. Or just pretend you didnt notice certain things. You forgot to do something. Eventually they wont even expect you to show care, without thinking you do not care, you are just distracted.
This is if they are so sensitive that you can't be more direct. Also its actually fun sometimes.
Problem is over time you might start being more direct due loosing up. Or if you accidentally let it go, because you are doing something and they walk in on you in the middle of your focus and you just didnt notice to be polite about it.
i get why YOU might do that..you seem like you'd be awfully transparent IRL, because being "nice" is so alien to you that you have to force yourself to do stupid meaningless shit that you don't even want to do, thinking it's necessary.
i'm not even sure you're real.
