I mean this shit gets annoying.
I'm always masking my true responses to certain situations. I'm always pretending I'm not bored, and that I'm "happy". Pretending to be happy and normal takes up so much energy. Lately I haven't cared about putting up my mask, I've revealed myself to a random person recently just so I can tell people how cruel I am. I'm always being fake, I even have to pretend to care about certain peoples facebook profiles when I really want to give my anti social response. I'm tired of respect.
You're dumb and dramatic. Start being "yourself" if it annoys you so much. When I feel like being myself, even if self is an asshole to others, I am that way. You can deal with the negative backlash that I am sure will come with being an asshole, or you can continue to make things pleasant for others, which ends up being pleasant for yourself.
If you don't care about formalities, start being a dickhole. I don't have your issue with pretending because in pretending I am having fun, and in being "myself" I have fun. So much drama for something not that serious :(