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Jesus, it sounds like you were in a really bad situation there. I hope you don't have to go through that bullshit again. Obviously I have no idea whether or not you were ever weak in the past, but your forum posts do not indicate weakness now.

When you were in prison, were you actually diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder? I'm asking because your recent posts indicate that you have quite a bit of personal insight. That does tend to come with age in some male sociopaths, however - how old are you?

by Helena

 

by Questioning_Life

The last part of your post doesn't make sense. I said in the past I equated sex to love, but I have started to understand that is not correct. 

I'm high as a fucking kite if this makes no sense

 It makes sense.

I was asking what sex means to you now. You said that in the past, you equated sex with love. What do you equate it to now (if to anything)?

 **CORRECTION*

I did NOT ever equate sex with love, nor do I now. Like I said, sex is just a tool to get me what I want/need.

I really shouldn't post when I'm high...can't believe I said it backwards...TWICE! 

I'm not high anymore, so if I'm not addressing something, ask again.

Part of growing is overcoming weaknesses. I still have my fair share of them, but that specific one's no longer a problem.

by Helena

When you were in prison, were you actually diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder? I'm asking because your recent posts indicate that you have quite a bit of personal insight. That does tend to come with age in some male sociopaths, however - how old are you?

I'm 42 and yes I was diagnosed

Ah. That explains the depth of your personal insight. Congratulations on avoiding prison for nine years - wherever you live, that must've been tough.

No one should post while we're high, but we all do it. I'm doing it right now.

I can only see potential strength in becoming aware of your own weaknesses. It tends to be the people who deny that they've any weaknesses at all who end up accidentally revealing them. That's dangerous, IMHO. You've hit the nail on the head when you identified growing with overcoming weaknesses - as long as you don't wallow in your perceived weakness, you can use your knowledge to become more resilient.

by whoameye

 I'm 42 and yes I was diagnosed

 How old were you when you were sent to prison?

yea, i used your words, one of which was 'supply'. she said 'numerous reasons' which contradicts your assertion that she 'only' uses sex for manipulation. you're stuck in your own world helena..'i would have said this' - who gives a fuck? this may come as a surprise, but not everyone aspires to be you, you gorgeous swimsuit model doctor fighter daddy's girl perfect amazing narc. furthermore, it is possible to manipulate while being in a subordinate position..sometimes easier.