Hey,
I'm not a psychologist and even if I was I wouldn't be able to give you a diagnosis on the Internet.
From what you describe you seem to be pretty proud of your abilities. I'm just wondering why it's so important to you to compare your intelligence, charisma and popularity with other people. In fact, one could ask why you're so fixated on being logical and intelligent in the first place.
I think it's interesting that you're calling the same people faggots that you expect to diagnose you. I think you're not sure how you should feel about making a topic like this. On one hand, calling people faggots would indicate you're making this on a whim -- as would your choice of words. On the other hand, you made this topic pretty long and detailed, which somewhat contradicts the earlier. I wonder if you purposely present yourself in a bad manner because you want to be criticized and hated. After all, it's better to feel self-pity than nothing at all.
I think on some level you're worried about what people think of you. That's nothing to be ashamed of -- it's very humane. It also says you're not a narcissist.
In some sense your attitude is understandable for a person who got attention only for being intelligent.