What's the name of your other account?
My dog has one leash for walking and one for going to the dog park. It is because one leash is short but has better grip and the other is longer for more freedom. I occasionally put them on both at once if I want more control. I can control if the dog is far or close while still having a good grip.
Astamiss stated: source post
Sympathy. I read his story. I saw how he felt powerless. I see how he felt vulnerable. I notice he was pushed past a limit. I heard he is somewhat of a masochist. I'm not sure if this is true or false…
I know that even if it it's true he was put past his limits. It was a feeling that he did not enjoy it accept. I get he might enjoy pain if it is true. It shows that he has a limit. It comes to a threshold where he no longer enjoys the suffering.
I sympathise because he was put in a horrific situation even he did not enjoy. I sympathise he felt degraded and powerless to such an extremely extent he hated the situation. It came to the point he told people because it was so unnerving.
I know he will never forget the experience. I'm not saying it will always hurt him because he says he moved on. It will always influence him. I'm not saying it is a apparent he is being influence. I am saying it is an experience that shaped him. It might have negative or positive outcomes. I hope it has positive outcomes. I am to assume there will be both positive and negative outcomes. I wish he did not have an experience so horrible that it will resignation with him.
I know he can distance himself from the feeling. It doesn't suggest it won't make him more fearful. I just gave an example of a negative influence. It doesn't indicate it won't influence his view of future or present events.
I feel pain because he was marked. I can't feel what he felt. I can only imagine. I can try to put myself in his story... In his story he did not like the experience. I will never feel the feelings that overcame him. I just know it was extreme. I wish I could go back in time to free him. I wish he never had the experience.
I would let it be if he decided he thinks it is essential to his character development. I don't wish it upon him. I can just understand if he feels it help him grow
I have no words that can ease his past pain. I just try understand his experience. I try to understand him. I attempt to understand him. I am glad he came to peace over time.
I sympathise. If comfort was like perfume I'd pour it on him. If comfort was a hug I would not let go. I want him to feel happiness. I see he has suffered.
Why am I enraged ?
I wish the perpetrator could understand the experience that they induced. I want them to feel more than a shred of his experience. I would let it go if he would forgive them. I may not agree though if it helps him be happier then that is best.
It still does not make sense to me but your experience is your experience. I think you might be projecting your emotional state on to his words as you read them.
Pain that doesn't break you forces out weakness. You can grow from it instead of allowing someone or something to enrage you to the point of sperg out.
Why offer another that amount of control over your emotional state?
Dildo Faggins stated: source post
38 i-s
Where or from whom did you hear about TC's rape?
Astamiss stated: source post
He told me to learn about him through the old forum search. I found out about his rape in one of the threads.
Ha! Bullshit. Red Skyy bumped this thread on March 18. You found it here. The question is who is so butthurt they wanted this bumped?
Let's review:
- only 2 people commented on thread on March 18
a) Poltergeist: who simply says “pathetic†(he could be referring to the thread or the bump)
b) Tryptamine: (who is well aware of the existence of this thread as he was part of the original chat) He makes an inane comment about Synthetic.
No one cares and thread slips away. Failed troll on TC. BUT wait, then five days later MissB, Empress, Astamiss wtf (Tryptamine’s crazy gf) suddenly shits all over the buried thread ensuring it is bumped and noticed! Hmmm...
Then she pretends she found it on old forum. LIES!
why do you have to be so overbearing? its already clear she does not want to wingman herself. if you were just curious you would be satisfied with the explanation she gave you. now you're prodding her.
i dont get why you're still here. i thought you said you left for the day.
Phone are internet capable. I say I'm not here because I can't respond to PM's due to the fact that they don't show up on safari. I use an iPhone. You can make a sign-in sheet if you like to know my comings and goings.
How is it overbearing to ask for clarity? Just because someone has a vagina and you automatically believe them doesn't mean that I do. Sorry. And for that matter if they/she had a penis I wouldn't believe them either. Just as I questioned Jay/JHawk on his use of multiple accounts.
Ugh I have to edit typos bc as I said, I'm on a phone.
apparentlly 'This rationalization doesn't stand. Spin it however you want but it makes zero sense. ' is needed when you ask for clarity according to you. notice how astamiss already gave you an honest interpretation of her intent and you flat out denied it. because it seems her honest explanation wasnt satisfying enough for you.
you're a woman and i dont agree with you.
btw i have nothing against you.