luna says..
'Without weed I get stressed and upset because I feel as if I'm not making progress in my life. I feel worthless you could say, and I become depressed, and even suicidal. When I smoke, I can just enjoy the day and before I know it I'm good to move on with the project or whatever I'm working on."
So if you don't smoke you feel depressed, worthless and suicidal. Sounds like you're using drugs to mask some deep seeded feelings there girl. You wouldn't be the first to do it. Do you agree?
Yeah... the feeling is... my only reason I exist on this planet is to grow this business. If I'm not growing it, then what value do I have?
I think it's a form of motivation. Just... sometimes it weighs down on me. I imagine without weed, I'd just be more high strung.