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I never actually attempted it, but I think about it daily.  The thought of getting older knowing I will die boggles my mind.  The only thing that stops me from ending it sooner is the fact my existence matters to at least four people.  

I remember something from a philosophy course in college about a guy who trots to the front of his house to sit thinking about how hard he worked to make money, raise his kids, and keep his wife happy.  He is close to death at the time as he thought, "was it worth living only to die in the end?"

The meaning of life is to give it your own meaning, find something worth living for. It could be anything really, family, friends, career, hobbies et cetera. My own is my curiosity, what will happen next week? Perhaps something awesome, I don't know. But one thing is for sure, I won't find out if I die today.

Suicide is always out of the question because it always goes directly against my own interests. Well, unless I became paralyzed from the neck down, then I'd love it if someone could just shoot me in the face.

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You got people banned?  YOU?   LOL.

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Attempting?

No.

Considering it?

Once.

Let's just say I got overtly engaged in my attempt to understand a number of concepts relating to a specific interest of mine, as to become a worrisome sight to those around me. (reading for most of the day and taking notes, then walking aimlessly and having no sleep whatsoever for days at a time, until I would pretty much collapse).

That got me hospitalized.

I didn't know it was a form of depression, until it was pointed out to me.

These days I try to keep my hypomanic tendencies in check.

I might get depressed for a day, or two a year. But then I go to sleep and wake up as though nothing really happened the previous day.

There is way too much information pertaining to my interests, to make me consider ending what it means to appreciate life.

If any of you do decide to commit suicide at least go to the mall or to a nursing home and take as many people with you as you can. I don't see why you would want to tho. When I'm ready I want to go out doing what I have felt I was born to do. KILL

"Let's just say I got overtly engaged in my attempt to understand a number of concepts relating to a specific interest of mine"

What exactly was this specific intrest. 

Olivia u hv no ideas what's been going on. 

by Thrill Kill

I've never been suicidal. To me, suicide equals weak. I believe in the saying, Only the strong survive.

You've only survived thus far because our country provides a subsistence living arrangement for the impoverished and the feeble. In any other situation you wouldn't have survived past the age of twenty. There is absolutely nothing strong about you.

I have never tried to commit suicide, or even thought about it.

I hope you don't try to commit suicide again.