by SayItLook TK if you failed you didn't mean it. You were in a home the possibilities are endless.
I take it you don't understand what it means to lose control and act on impulse.
I didn't invite him to my house with the intention of killing him, but the thought of killing him was obviously there nonetheless, even though it was not something I had planned to do. I obviously wanted to kill him or I would not have acted on the urge to do so with no regard whatsoever to the potential consequences.
The only reason I didn't kill him is because he wasn't tied up beforehand and, when he panicked and eventually pushed me off him, I managed to regain control of myself with the realization I would be caught for sure if I killed him.
"Tried to kill someone" Give me a break
I'm not asking you to believe me. That doesn't mean I can't share my genuine experiences, regardless of your opinion.