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I don't fear anything.

I live in the moment, if there is nothing to fear right now, then I see no reason to fear anything.

by Thrill Kill

I don't fear anything.

I live in the moment, if there is nothing to fear right now, then I see no reason to fear anything.

Thats where we differ slightly. When I reveal myself I want it to be on my terms. After that anything goes. Control is important to me. I fear losing it. I don't fear getting it back.

Wasn't it the air way the doctors thought would get blocked ?

getting hit by a semi truck while on the highway. 

spiders, and pain. i hate both 

To have a fully functioning mind, but to be paralyzed from the neck down, blind, deaf and mute...and the dark, I don't care for the dark.

The 'normal' people.. they can be so hostile. The deep end of the pool.

Poltergeist stuff....like curtains blowing wildly for no reason 

being stabbed or cut open. prison

I don't fear physical pain. Its all temporary and will cease momentarily. 

I'm afraid of going insane or losing myself to madness. In life I naturally prefer isolation and besides work I haven't spoke to anyone face to face for about a month now. But I'm forcing myself to go to a social event this weekend,  just because I notice myself slipping. I talk to myself constantly and instead of thinking "I'm going to eat breakfast" its "we should eat breakfast now". I don't know who this alter ego in my head is, but it terrifies me when it blindsides my morals with sharp, contradictory temptations.