Sociopath Community

Its my dilemma,  this girl is obvious better than most when it comes to aesthetics and she's intelligent and open minded. 

I see potential to not ruin her. If its going to be anyone it'll be her. Im interested to see how this all actually plays out.

Have you asked yourself if she's socio? This sounds no different from what I'm doing. Except for the self projection and the stuff that you haven't let go/accepted.

Hmmm. Drugs, alcohol that risky behavior would explain the thrill. Your fascination with knives and sadism would explain the kill.

Hmmm thank you for sharing.  Its only cordial for me to ask if you have any questions

Im sure she has sociopathic tendencies.  These fake lesbian relationships she has have lead me to believe this. She'll choose from women she's known for  a year or up to be in these relationships.  She knows she's not lesbian and thus the relationship is bound to fail, but she doesn't let her date know. She'll string them along until its clear that she isn't into women and then leave them. Most of these are her friends, its intresting to see how she burns all these bridges with no pause.

It's all a cover, she doesn't understand herself yet. Keep guiding her. She's not yours yet, you don't deserve it yet. 

I knew I was different from a young age. I didn't know I was a sociopath then, obviously. I was having violent thoughts, I was manipulative and wasn't as emotional as the other kids. I had no interest in emotionally connecting with anyone, let alone my own mother. My mother could leave me with anyone (I had a lot of different babysitters growing up) and it never phased me.

I started stealing when I was 7. I stood on a metal garbage bin, reached in through my neighbor's kitchen window and stole an ornamental cigarette lighter.

Around that same age I tried to encourage my brother to burn himself on a hot iron my mother had been using (while she temporarily left the room) because I thought it would be amusing to see him get hurt. I've since kicked him in the balls on purpose, whipped him with a bamboo stick and shot him in the leg. He still has the scar to this day.

I've never been much of an animal person. I was occasionally abusive towards the animals we owned while growing up due to low frustration tolerance. I ended up killing some of my own pets as well. Though, I did more killing as a teenager, than as a young kid.

I didn't realize I was a sociopath until I got diagnosed with AsPD (I was also diagnosed with schizoid PD). That was back in 2009. I didn't know much at all about personality disorders back then. My psych told me that AsPD was the same as psychopathy, which I don't agree with. I do have psychopathic traits, but I believe I was made this way by my upbringing, which makes me a sociopath, not a psychopath.

Well, you know what you are that's for sure. I believe you are a sociopath with a high level of psychopath tendencies, due to you resorting to cruelty and thievery to get your satisfaction. Same with how you get your pleasures, sadism and such. Lowered amounts of psychopathic tendencies in socios make them much more self preservative. Good natured so to say. 

You are the second I know of that has such a level of psychopath. I believe your ability to be socio is what keeps you aware.

We are not talking about how you use chloroform on your victims... and why does it take you that long?

Anyway, if you meant your ugly ass could get a guy in 10 minutes, i'd love to know how you'd do that... Take me for instance, how would you seduce me TK?

I am going go ahead and assume you have haven't got this woman. Eventually you will get bored and go swallow a bunch of flu pills and play some video games and stuff.

personally, i like the completely dependent woman because she is in my total control. sure, sometimes you get a nut that takes it WAY over the top, but i've learned that when they look to me for their happiness, it makes me happy, if that makes sense.