I've been putting up topics about my pursuit of my target.
I have her. Words can't describe how 4 years of planning have finally come together. I'm still basking in my triumph but i can't help but think will i misuse my new privilege. Once i have her emotionaly tied to me will I use that tie to make her bend at my whim? I have genuine reasons for having a long term relationship with this girl and she is a childhood friend. But I feel as though because I've gone so long without that I won't be able to help myself besides indulging in my new-found power. I've done this in most of my previous relationships where I make them solely dependant on me before I kick everything out from beneath them once their relevance has passed.
On the other hand, this is unlike any situation before. What do you think? Any input will be acknowledged and appreciated.