Trying to read your crap.. offends my mania
It's not just you, I think it offends everyone here.
(Joking Emily..)
OK Machine, I will try to simplify it. Sorry for this.
1. I notice you are "at peace" with your way of being. So "I'm okay with you" to the same degree.
Being "at peace" is more important than the label of whether you are sociopathic or an empathetic sheep.
I was saying that carrying "unforgiven" issues and PROJECTING blame on others is what make problems worse.
NOT whether we are "sociopathic" or "empathetic" just because our minds process impulses differently.
2. I also said I didn't agree with imposing your way on everyone of "breaking twisted egos"
I said some people respond to "restorative justice" or corrections shared freely by mutual consent not coercion.
So I prefer to give people this choice first. I prefer NOT to impose by force or coercion, as if you are already passing judgment on them as "needing" to be beaten down. That approach tends to cause negative backlash.
Lycan mentioned something similar that you get smitten back as you smite others.
I believe this approach has its place: "retributive justice", but I prefer "restorative justice"
3. I don't think you will get my other point - that ideally the decisions made by empaths or sociopaths would AGREE if we worked things out. By finding what each person wants EQUALLY means everyone gets their way. That is why I see no reason to judge people; I prefer to focus where we all agree anyway, regardless of our reasons.
Is that better? Do you still need meds that haven't been invented yet?
Sociopaths are by their very definition not sheep.
I am a person of change. Some things stay the same but aren't we all always refining and honing our skills? At least aren't we?
How long do you experience feelings like anger? How long does the feeling last when you have it? What about happiness? How long do you achieve that before it goes away.
Or do you not experience any positive change at all? I'm talking about emotional state not.. life state.
Do you have a baseline emotional state that you always return to after experiencing emotions?
You know when you go in public, people are judging you. How to you consider their judgment of you? Does it make you more aware of the way you are dressed? Do you go into public wearing anything or do you have some considerations of fashion or style before leaving? What is the underlining reason for why you do things when you interact with others?
You must tell me a lot more about yourself before I can begin drawing conclusions. I need to know more detail about how you feel during interactions with others and how those feelings get stronger or how fast they fade away or if you feel nothing at all.. which would mean you are dead because your autonomic nervous system (that which makes you breath) is always functioning and everyone that it detects could be threat to you will cause it to increase your awareness levels.
However, people who are no threat to you.. you will not have a change towards. So you may believe that most people are not a threat to you and feel normal around them but have a sense of alertness around people you don't know who your mind perceives, could potentially harm you. But your emotional awareness will also detect it. That feeling of untrusting towards people who seem dangerous.. is function of your autonomic nervous system in reaction to something it perceives as a threat to your homeostasis.
It is good that you cry it out. But for now these are fresh wounds that you must allow yourself to both experience and after a while.. get rid of because you know after a while there will be no point in crying anymore. You'll know when that point comes as well because you'll say to yourself "why am I still crying about this?" and you might feel a little angry at yourself.
Isn't it all a fun game? Isn't life all just this fun game of playing with the toys?
I've noticed time and time again that fear can be spread through people like wild fire. People feed off eachothers emotions. By doing this they alter their enviornments harmony.
But fear doesn't seem to go away. It stays around and I swear some people just seem prone to feed it. Almost as if they want to be afraid?
So then fear evolves into a paranoid delusion? People become focused on that dilusion. It disrupts their lifestyle.
But all the time... there is nothing to be worried about. All this madness just lives in that persons head till they try to push it on others.
I've watched some fool waste his life trying to probe mine. He's an example of a fool consumed by his own emotions. His actions are destructive to himself. But by no means do I stop him.
Dear OP -
You're in the wrong place if you think anyone gives a fuck about your life story.
Get your head out of your own asshole. And you're not smarter than anyone here just because someone doesn't want to analyze your shit and respond with their own essay.
Hi Machine thanks for replying in depth
1. By sheep i assumed you meant anyone who was following the status quo instead of being a selfaware sociopath as you describe yourself. I am a selfaware empath who probably aligns with your views except my role is different from yours by nature. So we are like different instruments in the same orchestra of life. Im ok with that.
2. I am also ok with your faith in your purpose in life. As for fear, most fears fall into three general types. Fear of the unknown, fear of change or outside control or authority,, fear of conflict or confrontation. The opposite of fear is faith and love. Love of truth or wisdom overcomes fear of the unknown. Love and faith in justice overcomes fear of oppression by otherss. Love of humanity and peace overcomes fear of war. So perfect love casts out all fear.
3. I see your role as part of retributive justice which is one path or choice in life. My path is restorative justice that operates by free will not forcing punishment judgment or change on people. This choice of justice by free will exists in comparison with being forced by law or coersion. Both choices exist so ppl learn by comparison and experience which path they are on. Ideally they work in harmony. Glad to meet you and interested in how you are at peace with your role and how you manage it. Thanks for posting
u know what machine ?
having thoroughly skipped most u have posted here but a few lines here & there sticking in my brain i dont think ur a sociopath at all
i think ur jesus 2nd coming
just think about it
think about all the abuse and hard ship u have suffered in ur life it has all been for a reason
what other reason culd there be u have been put in this earth ?
why else who else what else culd take it the way u have suffered than our lord & savior jesus christ ?
aka machine