you forgot talking bullshit, delusional behaviour and narcisissm too, those are all sins as well.
God is gonna smite you with a hard ball of your own shit, mark my words!
Sometimes the questions answer themselves and only over time do we EXPERIENCE this knowledge. The more you experience something.. the more exposure you have to a stimuli.. the more you play baseball.. the more you learn it's a lot more fun to play than watch but is baseball boring to even play. I swear I only watch highlights. .. I drifted off.. maybe if I had more ADD meds I could tolerate the disgusting thought of trying to explain myself to him but without drugs.. no stimuli desire to do anything more than rant. lol
Oh and I LOLed a t that fool who "thinks" he's a sociopath. Doesn't it remind you of Waynes World?
You are all nothing more than shallow egos who cannot bare the thoughts of what you did as children.. simply because no one ever taught you how to properly process feelings and never explained things to you.
I'm sorry you were raised by stupid parents and now all the lies of stupid come crashing down around you. I'm sorry you accept false realities that people project on you as if they are real. I'm sorry not for you but for that feeling inside you that always tells you what the right thing is to do.. but your ego is so loud and stupid that you refuse to just.. give in and let that voice do what you know you should do. But you don't want to be controlled by feelings that make you feel good about yourselves..that's scary.. fags.
I make people pay me for this knowledge and they never ever feel cheated because unlike that priest who gives you nothing.. I fill your cup with knowledge and reason. I explain why even under Science there is still room for your faith and how the Bible always told you these things but you never heard it because no one ever taught you what those feelings you have really meant.
Bring me your sick, being me your wounded, bring me your empty cup, and I will fill it not by projecting on you my thoughts but rather explaining to you your thoughts in a manner you can understand.
My body is scared. But you know what.. I rather like it. For each time I have fallen, so to have I risen again. The scares of my body are nothing more than learning experiences. Times when I have suffered and yet.. I don't concede. I can't help but stand on accomplish. It is the foundation from which we should all stand upon.
Examples of my foundation:
-I know what it is to have been beaten, punched, had stuff thrown at you... as a child.
-I know what it is to have been physically burned and tortured.
-I know what it is to suffer brain damage that takes a kid with ADHD and shatter him into simple ADD. To any parent of a child who has ADHD. Imagine your child fell, broke his brain, and now.. that child that reminded you of when you were a child and you saw so much of yourself in this child but.. now the child is not the same at all... broken forever. Would you stop loving that child.. or do everything you could to make up for what you did.. how you failed. Imagine that grief. What would you do? How far would you go? Now imagine the whole time you've been thinking about this out loud.. your child has been sitting at the door listening to you...
-I know what it is to lie not because you want to lie but simply because if you don't lie.. your parents might beat you. So I know how you feel when you instinctively lie to someone and you really didn't mean to.. I know how you feel. Just something you were so used to as a child.
I bleed.. and you know what.. I like these scares. They remind me of how far I have come. For even with all these emotional scares.. I do not hate. I know because the real physical experience of pain has taught me.. I am not immortal. I can and I do bleed.
People who have suffered know better than to judge others on how they look or appear. They know through experience what it is to suffer and that knowledge about a person.. must be looked at carefully. That a drunk dad who beats his children may appear outwardly normal but at home... he's a different person.
That's experience. Knowledge without experience is nothing for experience must be something you experience and not something you simply read from a book. That's why a doctor who has a lot of experience in the field is far more valuable than some rookie from Harvard.
I have suffered.. I understand through experience the feelings of others. I am not some fool who thinks watching other people is going to teach me everything there is to know about them. I do not measure people in such a mid-evil method. I may act stereotypical but that is ADD forcing me to amuse myself. I like not taking meds sometimes. After all is this not who I am?
I know psychology (EASIEST CLASSES IN COLLEGE FOR A REASON) and I am being taught neuroscience, which is vastly superior in that the information is supported by science. Knowing "why" something is the way it is can actually help you understand your own feelings.
I am the enemy of the enemy within you. Even though I wound your ego.. I never harm you as a person.
That's me... long before you knew me I was already known for crushing the egos of others but notice how my favorite kit is medic. Even on thebattlefield, I'm thinking of others...
I often find it funny to imagine anyone trying to analyze the random denominator caused by ADD. Often they assume bi polar or unipolar or psychopathy but they never really know because I never really tell them. What does that say? Am I really good or are they really bad? I agree, they are really bad. Oh and you read this whole thing because it had structures your mind and ego both appreciated. Egos always think you are going to have to break them in order to fix the person but that's only true for some Narcs. Everyone else can be reasoned with because their minds have logical structures and they know they don't have to like me in order for my structure to help them
Hi Machine: I hope you pick an avatar that reflects you. You sound at peace with how you are, your strengths and even your anxieties or displeasure in being caught that you take into account as natural for you.
I see no need to argue if empaths or sociopaths cause more problem in society; I see the issue that causes problems is "unforgiveness" or not being at peace with differences, issues or conflicts. If you are at peace, and have let go of judgment, then you are NOT part of this problem that escalates conflicts beyond resolution. Where you project blame with "emotion attached," that makes problems worse "regardless" if you are a sociopath or empath doing this projection of blame or judgment onto others.
As the Bible and the natural laws of karma (cause and effect) say: we reap what we sow. if we live by the sword we die by it. the choice we have in life is to live/die by retributive justice, or to seek sustainable healthy relations by restorative justice. If you are at peace with the role you play, this means you can use it when it is appropriate.
I believe "retributive justice" is necessary where those who live by it also answer to that; such as when people who bully often require a bigger bully to police them. Sometimes that is necessary, each has its place.
I am more empathetic, and focus on "restorative justice." This doesn't work for all people; thus the other type of retributive justice is necessary as a consequence, if people don't resolve things peaceably by consensus.
Though I feel the emotions of others, I try to discipline my mind and words to focus "objectively" as my atheist friends do better than I do, or sociopaths, or Buddhist monks who share this common trait of letting go of emotional biases on perceptions and decisions. I believe emotions and logic will agree when decisions are right.
I believe that the ideal for each person and the greater good for humanity are one and the same. So when we maximize what is good for us, this will be in harmony not in conflict with what is good for all humanity too.
The greatest myth is fear of "scarcity" the perception that we must beat out someone else in order to win our way. Getting over these fears or anxieties is necessary to be more effective, regardless of empathy or sociopathy.
So when we overcome that fear, and openly seek what we want and others want, we find ideal solutions where everyone wins. And there is no need for "judgment" whether we arrive at solutions purely by following our selfish interest only caring for ourselves, or if we are motivated by what is good for other people like monks or saints. It makes no difference if we make decisions inclusively by consensus, regardless of people's justifications.
Ideally for any of us to get our way, it means everyone getting their way. So the question is how do we get there from here. Where each person may have their own logic or reasons. How do we accommodate all people freely.
Sorry if that is too philosophical.If you are okay with how you are, I'm okay with you.
If you tend to project blame for social problems more on other people or groups of people than yourself, I don't mind discussing why you think this is necessary. I think all people/groups have equal plusses as minusses if you dig deep. You seem to be fairly at peace with it, so that attitude is more helpful in solving problems than hurtful.
That is really cool that you are as resolved with your way of being, and I wish more people were like that.
Yours truly,
Emily
As for your issue of breaking the ego's of other people, I prefer to distinguish which people respond to the retributive justice approach or the restorative justice approach. If you apply the breaking/twisting approach to the wrong people it makes problems worse by creating more backlash. That is one area we might disagree. I prefer giving people a choice first, of correcting problems freely by working out conflicts, instead of imposing force or coercion.
by MachineAs for morals I really only have two rules.
A) I don't ever harm children.
B) I'll never strike a woman.I know. I'm such a terrible sinner. I lie, cheat, steal...
Oh my gosh, yes, let's not hurt the poor little kiddies. Bless their bleeding, little hearts.
But seriously, how could you not want to hurt some women at least.
Sex and murder goes hand in hand.
We are two people divided by the same language.
It is sad that without more verbal or physical ques, I am unable to rely the message to you but that is a downfall of text communication. Which is why we should never base all our knowledge simply off the perception of one sense and use them all as we are often fooled by just trusting one sense. That's why I try to give you knowledge instead. Something you can measure for yourself.
People understand me when I talk because I speak rather fluidly. That means my words flow.
Maybe it's because of traumatic events in my life. Maybe my concious mind could not handle the emotional stress inflicted through prolonged and highly saturated emotional bombardment. Perhaps in an effort to survive my unconcious mind produced the required stimuli to keep the concious mind functioning.
The unconcious or deep unconcious or.. whatever name you give it.. that part of your mind.. controls everything you do. Everything.. The unconcious is not concerned with the self image. The unconcious often processes many emotions the concious mind cannot handle and often this processing is done from begining to end without the concious minds knowledge. But what gets me is this... what about when you are in shock? Is that the unconcious mind taking control because the concious mind cannot handle the emotional distress?
Doug doesn't like my ego. He wishes.. someone would put me in my place. Because Doug believes I am telling the truth. That these deception I have created or, more likely, fueled.. are somehow an acurate representation of me. I do often wonder what that current image is.
It's not fair to me.. to learn to compose English and spend all this time trying to find new ways to express my thoughts to people through analogies I can understand and what not.
You want me to address your thoughts.. have someone come express them to me in exact terms I can understand. I don't want to take a chance of misinterpreting you and I thought giving you such a consideration was respectful. Now I'm just telling you to stop. Trying to read your crap.. offends my mania and I lack the meds to talk to you.