Sociopath Community

I'm jealous.

Some people think it is impossible to make me angry. That is until they look into my eyes. But that's a cold, calculating anger.

Still I get labeled as temperamental.

I've felt hot anger a few times in my life and shit would fly accordingly.

As to what I would do to release it?

Chop down a tree and make a totem pole.

My sister calls my collection the Wisakedjak Cemetery.

Nice avatar btw. I dabble quite a bit in Roma magic.

I don't get that kind of rage, usually.  I tend more toward small verbal outbursts that seem much angrier than I actually feel.  I work pretty hard at not allowing things to effect me, but I also internalize a lot.  I play tabletop rpgs as well, so I can usually corral someone into DMing while I beat the shit out of something, which helps.  Or they can play while I DM... but that tends to be a TPK game.

I still have 4 die sets in a drawer somewhere (along with my collection of D&D adventure sets on a book shelf).

I was a cruel, yet generous DM.

We mostly play 2nd ed, though my husband bought me the Pathfinder Core Rule book recently.  And I respond favorably to bribery as a DM.  New dice sets, cookies, pizza, etc resulted in some serious monty-haul campaigns.

Interesting.

I've always worked my butt off in order to exhaust and bring the characters to the brink of death, before giving them a miraculous respite. Ad nauseam.

I sorely miss the PnP times.

I play with family.  I coldly killed a few NPCs in my first campaign and they were so upset by it that I backed away from ruthless killing and near-killing.  That said, I've taught them all to DM and one of them has managed to kill two of our characters in one game, a record for our group.  Granted, one of them died because she wasn't paying attention to her own hp and the other committed suicide (me, from boredom).

hmmm...

I currently DM a group in Pathfinder who used to play D&D 3.5 (so much balance!). Most people don't like me being player, as I've broken a few campaigns from back in my power gaming days, before I recognized how fun it is to play a character with flaws (and even then...).

Being able to out-think the DM, especially tactically, seems to disappoint most of them, so they usually try to make me DM instead for a challenging run. I tend to base my campaigns on heavily weighed consequences and foes made from scratch. It also dabbles into Continuity Porn at points from carrying references of every other campaign I've run, alongside some references related to other DM's campaigns from "other planes".

On Topic: I don't really get angry too often. Last time I did was from one too many hits to the head during a martial arts tournament mixed with a judge who was fucking blind.

At that point right now. I feel like vandalism or something. I wish I had a pet so I could murder it right now. That's how pissed off I am. It is Friday maybe I will hit a bar but do I really want to end up in a drunk tank tonight? But this rage it's so....hmm unshakeable. Pure fucking rage.

Why did you create a second thread to talk about the same thing you mentioned on the other one?