Sociopath Community

by TARA

TK is not one, she has full control. I don't see her planning to abuse it. She plans to keep her freedom intact, so she is not going to do stupid things that jeopardize it.

I've acted violently on impulse in the past a number of times. Though, I would say my impulse control issues aren't anywhere near as bad as those who just lash out every time they lose their temper or experience a compulsive urge. I still have to watch myself in certain situations, but I do have control the majority of the time.

I tried to kill someone once because I lost control and acted on impulse. While I was consciously aware that I had been thinking about murder before I met the guy, I wasn't planning on killing him. I must have just made the decision subconsciously to do it, so I went for it.

tara : people who r in full control r not called sociopaths or psychopaths they r called ordinary people

tk : lets move along then

i have the vaguest recollection reading some where along the line u have abused or tormenter ur daughter some how

if this is true can we have some clarification over the matter

what kind of abuse r we talking about ?

is there binding involved ?

starving and or forced feeding ?

humiliating / what kind ?

how old was ur daughter when it started ?

how long it has been going on ?

how did she react to it and how did it make u feel ?

You're really digging for ammo, aren't you. Well, you know what, I'm not afraid of anyone attacking me here.

Yes, I abused my daughter through neglect.

It started when she was very little. I fed her and clothed her properly, but I hated spending time with her. Sometimes I would get very angry at her when she wanted something from me, which frightened her.

Do I regret it or feel guilt over it? No, I don't.

I didn't see it as abuse. I only realized it was abuse when my daughter got older and told me, during a discussion once, that I was an abusive parent when she was younger. She was very upset over it.

I didn't feel anything at all about it, because to me, it's all in the past. Life goes on.

by MMP

people who r in full control r not called sociopaths or psychopaths they r called ordinary people

I disagree with that. There are some very successful psychopaths in the business world who appear to have a lot of self-control. I doubt they would be as successful as they are if they didn't.

did u ever once stop to think that maybe ur daughter was being a jerk and u were as good a mother as u culd be ?

u might not know this but there are a lot of parents who do the things i discribed to their children and lot worse and usually they dont get caught unless some thing goes wrong and the child dies

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by MMP

people who r in full control r not called sociopaths or psychopaths they r called ordinary people

I disagree with that. There are some very successful psychopaths in the business world who appear to have a lot of self-control. I doubt they would be as successful as they are if they didn't.

then how do u know they r psychopaths ?

they must have lost the self control at some point to make u realize this

to not be capable to emotionally connect with ur child is not as unusual u might think there are a lot of parents who dont and most of them dont think of them selves sexual sadists or psychopaths over it

by MMP

did u ever once stop to think that maybe ur daughter was being a jerk and u were as good a mother as u culd be ?

 No, I don't think my daughter was being a jerk at all. I do think she over-reacted though, by getting as upset as she did.

I don't think I was a good parent for neglecting my daughter's need for love and attention, or letting my temper get so bad that it would scare her. But I don't think I was a bad parent either.

I admit I was very selfish and self-focused and cared less about her needs than my own, but there are worse parents than me out there.

u might not know this but there are a lot of parents who do the things i discribed to their children and lot worse and usually they dont get caught unless some thing goes wrong and the child dies

What things you described? I didn't see you describe anything.

by MMP

to not be capable to emotionally connect with ur child is not as unusual u might think there are a lot of parents who dont and most of them dont think of them selves sexual sadists or psychopaths over it

I never claimed that not being able to emotionally connect with my daughter makes me a sexual sadist and psychopath, lol.

how about u try to publish the stuff u have written ?

u have the talent for writing although it seems very 1-dimensional to me- american psycho has been written already

but what do i know this blog proves there are a lot of folks who live the sociopathic fantasy in their minds

avoid the big publishers approach the 1s who are specialized in the underground controversial stuff

allude the publisher u want to write by fake name to not draw attention by the authorities

the publisher might just eat the bait or at the very least think the readers will buy it and publish it as writings of real serial killer

and the people will buy it might become a cult classic

good bye trailer park