Sociopath Community

by Edvard

 He wanted you to eat him while he was still alive? LMAO, did he see one of your pictures?

 Yes, smartass, he did. Being eaten alive was part of his death wish because, apparently, it was a sexual turn on or some shit.

by anastacia

 But you talk about it here. That is a logical next step in venturing into interests.

Yes, but role playing it online would only serve to frustrate me. It would encourage my urges even more. Besides, I think role playing online is stupid. It's like big kids playing 'make believe'. I don't want to play 'make believe'. I want real life.

Still, you write stories. How is that different? Role playing is writing a story with someone else involved. 

It's not the same thing. I write stories as a form of release from my homicidal urges (except on this forum, where I really just wrote bullshit for the fun of it). As I already mentioned, I'm not interested in playing 'make believe' with some douchebag online. My urges are real. I don't want to play games with people. I want to kill people. How hard is that for you to understand?

Role playing can be as much an outlet as writing. Both are writing, but one's more collaborative.

It's not like she's talking about something as silly as LARPing:

You mean role play has an effect like writing?
It hasnt for me. I dont play role games.

But I write. When I'm writing, I write what I want, yes, I'm one of the chrarcters, but in a role game, other people interfere in the story. If the story goes wrong in my opinion, I'm sure, that I won't play any longer, and maybe I hurt the others...

But I like to play emotions to other people, that is life. It is great fun. "Normal" humans believe me almost everything.

 Turncoat is right.

So typing your fantasies isn't playing make believe as a douchebag online? Who is to say their urges aren't real? Since when do people with zero interest and urges write detailed descriptions of carrying out such things? This is another example of you being grouchy. Open your mind, it could be very beneficial to your urges.

 Why are you thinking of it as a game? What if it were referred to as coop writing? Writing with others participating can create a victim.

by anastacia

So typing your fantasies isn't playing make believe as a douchebag online?

No, it's not. When I write my fantasies down online, I'm not playing any stupid games with anyone. It's a just way for me to express my desires and seek some mild release. Those stories are written about real people. They have some personal meaning to me because there is an element of truth to them.

I dont need help from others, to have a victim. This is my life, with my aims, others are often annoying, and most of the others are too sensitive.