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by Thrill Kill

Most natural loners will have discovered that they are natural loners through years of having to socialise and have friends during early school years because you don't really know much about being an individual when you're a little kid, you do what your told and do what's normal as it's the only thing you know until you're old enough to start making your own decision and becoming an individual.

That may be true for most, but when I was little, I never had much interest in socializing with other kids. I liked spending time on my own. I never cared whether or not I made friends.

 

But I was never encouraged to make friends and I was never accepted by groups or anyone really. I remember dreading a school day and having to talk to teachers and pupils, and just wanted to go home.

That's why you're depressed, because you've been rejected all of your life by other people. If you could make friends easily, I bet you wouldn't be a loner at all.

 I don't know man.

It's either one of these two -

1. I'm a natural loner.

2. During a crucial stage of my development I wasn't treat right by everyone around me. 

The problem with what you are saying is that despite not socialsing over the last 7 years, due to contact with other people in my job or other places I've gone to outside for my own pleasure, I have on some occasions met people that have taken a like to me and discovered I can be quite charming and naturally flirtatious. I don't develop inferiority complexes so if the person is so sexy that they should be unobtainable, I don't recognise it. 

I remember seeing a customer, helping her out as I should do and getting on with her well. I must have made quite an impresion on her because she waited for me outside of work. She was waiting outside with coffee for both of us. I personally wanted to get home and felt it was an inconvenience and smacked the coffee out of her hand.

I never felt the slightest bit of guilt about that and never dwelled on "what might of been between us" other than my dick between her legs.

Whether or not I'm naturally a sociopath or whether all the empathy was crushed out of me as a youngster and thus not developing properly, I don't feel guilt and I can take advantage of others in the same way, regardless of whether or not they like me or dislike me.

I remember seeing a customer, helping her out as I should do and getting on with her well. I must have made quite an impresion on her because she waited for me outside of work. She was waiting outside with coffee for both of us. I personally wanted to get home and felt it was an inconvenience and smacked the coffee out of her hand.

You come across as a complete social retard, I swear.

...other than my dick between her legs.

Yet, you couldn't even manage to get that far.

I have read that school and self improvements are very beneficial to the narcissist, it is a healthier supply. Good for you!

I feel exactly the same

To answer, i'm similar, im going through exactually what you have described, but i believe i was born almost like this, but as you said at around 12 my emotions started to disappear completely, probably brought out by the mental stress i was under. So basically, yes, there are people similar to you

Interesting.

Indifference to "too many" things could be misinterpreted as a depression.

I like people around me when I'm acting. Because if I couldn't play false emotions to the others a big fun would be away.

I can also occupy with myself. But other people are on the world to play with them.

I've never tried to make friends, sometimes there were some other guys, to make jokes and also for having spectators when I need them. (Not really need, only for the moment.)

no

some people feel bad being alone they r called extroverts

some people feel bad being bothered by other people they r called introverts

most people are some thing in between they always feel bad no matter what

some people rarely feel bad at all i dont

its the best way to be

That's a screwed up way of looking at things.

I never feel 'bad' either, yet I'm a bit of both - introverted when I don't want to be around other people and extroverted when I am.

by Thrill Kill

That's a screwed up way of looking at things.

I never feel 'bad' either, yet I'm a bit of both - introverted when I don't want to be around other people and extroverted when I am.

 yes me too

so whats screwd up about it ?