if you thought i was ugly i doubt you'd have been salivating over the picture of my lips. besides this, by definition being raped would mean someone did want to fuck me. the difference between consensual sex and rape would be that i didn't want to be fucked (lol)
yes, i'm sure your loving boyfriend pretended to be excited but was planning his escape the whole time. he probably didn't even believe the lying bitch but she probably made his dick hard, sometimes that's all it takes.