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"There's no light for you at the end of the tunnel" -- Leviathan

 I know.

I don't want to marry this guy or anything.  I don't want to actually feel used, so I'm trying to make it like we both got something from each other, which is probably a stupid coping mechanism.  And I really do like him.  He kind of accepts who I am too.  It feels gross right now, so I need to make it better.

 lol! she's got potential..and she can defend herself at least

 Heh, for some reason i thought you were male...

Everyone online, who has never seen or heard me before, thinks I'm male till they hear my voice. I believe it's because I'm less emotional than the average female, and more aggressive and dominant than them.

I've always felt more male than female (mentally). Maybe my testostorone levels are too high or something.

Hormones. 

by Rasserenata

Hormones. 

 As in my Estrogen levels could be too low?

Nevermind. I've gotta see the doctor sometime about my level of aggression anyway.

 lol

Aww... warm fuzzies? 

 You do mention having a penis from time to time. Sometimes it includes the word "invisible" and sometimes it doesn't. That's probably where people get confused.

So many women here wanting to be men... sigh