Well, if you like her, go for it then. You just live once and that's it, but don't get emotionally attached to her in any fucking way or you'll be screwed.
Being inconsistent does not make me a pig-headed bitch of a mother, lol.
To clarify the inconsistency...
I have control of my anger to the point where I don't lash out violently on impulse (well, that's not entirely true because I have done. Most of the time I don't though), but not enough control to stop myself from being verbally aggressive and threatening people on occasion.
I don't think I'm the baddest motherfucker at all. I'm not stupid enough to underestimate anyone. With that said, I don't fear them either.
I've been threatened to be bashed, shot, hung and gutted. I've looked down the barrel of a gun three times in my life and I've literally had to fight to survive when someone I was with tried to strangle me to death one night in a drunken rage. None of that frightened me, so I do find it amusing that you think I would shit myself if I pissed you off in real life.
As it is, I don't know you, nor do I care enough to piss you off. So if you feel pissed off by me, that's on you. I don't control your emotions. You do.
by EdvardI don't believe you, I think you are extremely limited. I can see it in your way of thinking, in your complaints about boredom and your endless time spent on online forums. Your social skills are piss poor, your lack of understanding proves you don't spend much time among normal people. You don't do anything of what you fantasize about because you're too afraid of getting caught, you can't do a lot of legal entertaining things because being a social parasite makes you too poor. You have created this fake persona for yourself in your own mind, and you live a fake life because of it. It's really sad, actually, and I strongly suspect a very unhappy past has made you build these huge defensive walls that serve as a prison for you.
This is actually a very astute, perceptive, and profound statement. I will not venture to say whether or not it applies to ThrillKill (I will respect that she says it does not, but it is also possible for it to apply to some aspects of a person during some points of their life - it is not all or nothing.) I would say that it could be applied to me, not in exact details, and not in all areas of my life, but I definitely can see where it does. It reminds me a lot of what Horney says about the neurotic: The neurotic has indeed functioned badly. He has operated and persued goals within a sphere which is diametrically opposed to his genuine well being. (again, I apply this only to myself, I presume nothing for anyone else).