Go through your memories and see if you posted as Elicit on the SW forum for about a year or so. :D
by thesugargirlexplaining your thought process does not negate the inconsistency that comes with what you say. you may not be inconsistent in your mind because you know you're lying, but to others this behaviour appears inconsistent, so i'll ask again, how do your respond if your daughter points out such inconsistencies?
She doesn't.