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Understand
So clearly
To shut yourself up
Would be the hugest crime of them all
You're just crying after all
To not want them humans around
Anymore

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oh,  I edited the previous answer a little

 I was just kidding :)

Lovely song...I think I'm gonna check Bjork's music from now on. It got my curiousity...

 I posted some on the sensual music thread

I see myself as:

 Emotionally and sexually manipulative

Avoidant personality

Selfish

Neurotic

Self conscious

Bitter

Maybe hypersexual.. not sure

You sound a lot like me in that aspect.

I don't know how it happens or how you become that way. I wonder if it's part of our nature or if it's simply that we've decided to change the way we're programmed by using our determination and how we react towards some events. I'd like to find an explanation to a lot of these questions and that's one of the reasons why I'm here...I'd like to understand this.

When did it start, in your case???

I prefer to type sentences that people will understand. Also, I generally prefer to make an actual point. Neither thing happens when I'm tired. (Even when awake, those things may not happen.) So, yeah, as an expression...I prefer to sound smart.

I think that's because you're insecure. You feel unworthy, and you mostly blame your sex and age for that. No reason to, really...

"so my family and random adults won't worry about me"

Haha, I don't know how you feel about that, but I'll speak for myself: I hate when others get involved in my issues. 

"I want to live in an isolated area away from human life. My dream is to someday wake up alone everyday". 

Hmmm...schizoid traits. You seem lucid, so I don't think you're schizotypal. 

I have a distaste for people who keep playing the victim. Makes me want to kick their butt in order to make them get over it and take charge of their miserable state and overcome it.

I stated that I might be deluded on this one, as some people simply prefer to be the victim no matter what.

Makes me wanna puke.