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How Would You Describe Yourself


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A grown adult.

A functional, highly educated adult. Employed. No criminal record, no history of violence. (Nor does violence seem likely really.)

I like animals...in fact, I like them better than people.

I work with people, helping people (not medicine). I resent, but understand, that I have to appear to be happy to help, enthusiastic about it even...there's something in it for me. That is called a paycheck. It is utterly exhausting.

I found it easier to play along b/c I was had someone I "trusted." I never told her how I have been learning how to "fake it" since I was pre-teen. I never told her how much I hated it. She loved me. I feel I loved her. There was no point in having the conversation. I am fully aware that I knew what to do and say to make her happy and I wanted to and I feel like it was more than just playing along.  Everyone else, no...I know what they want to hear and see...I will either just lie or actually make myself do some shit, but like I said...grown adult. I have more freedom and resources to skip it all now. I feel the backlash. (You are not a genius if you see this is family related...it looks obvious to me. It is about family. She=mom. I did really like her....quite a bit.)

Consider this a tease and please just ask something, I don't get what to say here.

Also, if so fascinating...I have to step out and will finish up in about an hour...like less.

I know how to manipulate, I do it regularly, it works. Its just what I do. There is a place to start.

 

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 do you work with disabled children?

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 do you have a sexual relationship with her?

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What do you gain by manipulating? What makes it interesting? Other than just doing it of course and proving that you can. 

I'm not touching the parental analysis. There are plenty of others that will do that. 

 

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Why do you like animals more than people?

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 Theyre faster to cook?

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 lol. Very true.

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Stubborn and arrogant.

Hating superficiality, consumptionism and materialism.

Laughing at all the fools who were sold the dreams of wealth, power, pleasure and fame without making them think of the cost of responsibility stemming from acquiring these.

Narcissistic about my own proven abilities and skills.

Forever lost in emotional scape.

Loving humanity, though hating people (I still have affect for certain individuals, as per friends and family).

Don't give a flying fuck about other people and their affairs most of the time, but if they know how to make me care I will destroy anything that obstructs me in order to help them.

I live to destroy and create.

I reform myself every day and still stay the same.

I try to be a person that other people appreciate, but when they demand too much of me (as in considering me a means to their own ends, without a proper consideration to myself) I will make them regret it to their very grave.

Too much for now.

I love cherries.

 

 

 

 

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About me:

I appear similar to most other 'average' people off the net. Sometimes I like to stand out, but most of time I prefer to blend in.

I'm a private person. I don't like other people invading my space.

I don't trust anyone.

I experience boredom far too often because I often feel under-stimulated. Hardly anything excites me.

I don't experience genuine emotion very often and when I do, it's short-lived.

I can be charming when I feel it's necessary and I'm great at deception for short periods of time, but my mask always slips eventually. I'm a little too confrontational and aggressive for my own good at times.

I like pissing people off and I'm usually very calm and cold when I do it, which seems to annoy people even more because they think I'm being condescending.

I'm determined. When I want something, I grab on to it like a pit bull and fight for it. I can be very competitive.

I love a challenge.

I hate routine. I prefer to be spontanious and impulsive at times.

I tend to live in the here and now a lot. I rarely give the future much thought unless I have to.

I'm not very disciplined. I'm usually more often disorganised than organised.

 

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 Fresh or glace?

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