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I had a terrible experience looking into a mirror after taking acid. It was horrible. Never again. :P

 Trippy.

Datura,, and nutmeg milkshakes are interesting too.

So is toast with mushroom honey on it ;-)

 And have to add, sex after the mushroom honey toast was mindblowing.

Fungi, who'd have guessed.

 I had an awful experience two days after taking a blotter for the first time with the only friend I ever maintained from childhood. Turns out he's a psycho. Go figure. :P

I looked into the mirror and fell into my own eyes- but I wasn't "myself". It was disturbing.

 So you are also heavily "visual".

A sensory tactician.

 everything but the manipulation part. i also thought she was pretty, which is really weird.

 Disturbing bad or disturbing good?

 My own dissociation began very young, and often was like a completely out of body experience.

I used to see myself in the reflection of a pond or lake and think that I wouldnt trust that guy very much, and even then was evaluating it as a possible threat. 

 hahaha, you didn't trust him? i thought 'she's a little minx, i could put her to work'. does that guy ever take over for you, say.. when you get angry? not necessarily in a DID way, more in a 'watching from the backseat' way

 Yes, at times Id have to say he does. 

I call him the 'observer" (how original).

When Im really wound up though, it is that persona that settles me. 

Its also that one that seems to flick the switch though too. 

I find it hard to describe?