then I have to stop doing drugs and realise how douchey everyone is...
well sense i joined i'm reserved primarily to caffiene... it was actually a thought that occured to me after a great workout... so i had the whole dopamine release with preworkout fading... so i felt pretty euphoric...before that i smoked alot of weed and did x on occasion
Ok, I jus tried it with my neighbor who just moved in next door... I think you just lied to me because she was all like "WHY ARE YOU IN MY HOUSE!?!?!?!" and I was like I love you... and she was like "I'm naked in the shower!!! get out get out"... or something like that... Not gonna fall for your shannanagans again spatial!
Actually yes I do. Most of what you see here is for fun and showmanship, I occasionally let my genuine self slip out from time to time.
And while I've gone through the mysoginistic womanizer stage.... I have recently realised it was a matter of not finding someone who makes me feel secure in our relationship, it was usually a lack of trust. I went through so many beautiful women (who ofcourse knew they were beautiful) But I've only recently found someone who satisfies that sense of security in me. Someone genuinely good to balance out my darkness.
After going through so many women, the knowing that you can have whatever you want eventually loses its appeal... I'm 26 years old... I'm ready to settle down and build a family.