not kidding, it really feels like this. drowning in the air, and disappearing
but it everything feels cold and wet, and light like water
and the further you disappear the lighter it all gets
until you can't feel anything anymore at all
or you're separate from your body, or, a party of your body separates
like you feel your hands typing on the keyboard but they're not there, and they're not attached to you they're just floating
not even like dramatizing it, thats 100% what it literally feels like
the ground turning to ice and you feel like your feet are moving when they hit the ground
and it also feels cold like ice and slushy like this when you touch things like, even your shirt
everything is too slippery and smushy like its all being perceived the wrong texture and elasticity than it physically is
giving it more movement and give than it physically has as a solid object
sometimes you feel like dizzy like you're moving a lot when you're sitting perfectly still
or even like everything is spinning
also during this it feels like other things around you are moving that normally aren't
like this river here, when in reality its just a road
the ground moves beneath you
your surroundings are in motion all around you, and its hard to hold onto anything. like, being on a ride thats going so fast- but you've got no seat belt. you have the horizontal motion flying around you in your perpindicular senses, and then, you also have the distorted sense of just morphing and turning in all sorts of unusual curvatures, that aren't physically possible to achieve
long periods of time fly by faster than the blink of an eye, and you don't know where the time went, when you finally "come to".. or where you went for that matter. it just seems like you turned off like a light switch. and then someone turned the light back on.
sometimes you just know you're not right but you don't know how to get back to normal
