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Golden_Eagle said: 

Turncoat said: 

I dunno man, you might be a thankless sort but I'm rather thankful for what this place has given me. 

A long term relationship, multiple friendships both in person and online, being able to travel the world, had my own place for a bit, learned about new people vicariously, had access to substances that gave odd life experiences, learned about subjects I'd never have researched on my own, had room to face fears and explore psychology, philosophy, and the arts, there's been holiday gifts, a successful D20 group years into the game... 

Seriously dude, you get out of it what you put into it. I'm sure I'm forgetting a bunch of stuff this place has amounted to for me, and I've seen others get boons from their time here as well. Some people even found marriage here, it's crazy. 

My message to Slay remains the same.... It's what "I" put in, and believe me it's better than Nate's message.

 why are you so obsessed with him ?

CharlieKirk said: 

Turncoat said: 

had my own place for a bit

imagine thinking this is a flex

It is when you're mentally ill lol. 

Some people even found marriage here, it's crazy. 

 (failed) marriages

Have only heard of a single divorce from the place. 

Turncoat said: 

CharlieKirk said: 

Turncoat said: 

had my own place for a bit

imagine thinking this is a flex

It is when you're mentally ill lol. 

Some people even found marriage here, it's crazy. 

 (failed) marriages

Have only heard of a single divorce from the place. 

 Fucking hated what happened 

Oh boy, I see a lot of discussion has formed about me since my last post. 

I'd just like to thank golden eagle and spatial mind for the kind words(assuming you're both not the same person). I appreciate that even in a place like this certain people still see value in what I said... 

I read some of turncoat's garbage, and it reminds me of why I don't hang around these places. Turncoat is a master manipulator who loves to gaslight and twist words to make people question themselves. And I simply don't have the time to waste defending myself from someone who has nothing better to do in their life but argue.

But... when you hang around places like this, it is inevitable that you will constantly be attacked and have to assert your stance or position on every issue. Your words will constantly be twisted, churned, and misjudged for that person's own satisfaction because the internet provides a safety net for them. 

Part of growing up is realizing that a lot of these people on the internet are actually losers in real life with not much going for them. Their egos are tied to the environments that they cling to because the internet is the only place they really feel a sense of control over their lives. 

People like turncoat are subhuman wastes of space who do not actually provide a value to humanity in any way. They are roaches who for one reason or another are only capable of seeing the negative side in all things, and delight in bringing negativity to other people because they themselves have been molded to be that way. I used to be that way as well, only difference is that I realized that corrupting everything around me was ultimately corrupting myself most of all. 

Those issues that tc brings up are non-issues in my life. Because it's completely normal to be upset at people who try to gaslight, twist words, change history, etc etc. In real life, if someone tries that, you can easily confront them, and normal human beings would see that the gaslighter is just a moron and they would become an outcast. These dynamics don't exist in the real world. And I have never had to deal with this. And if I ever did, I know how to put people in their place. 

Because unlike the internet, in the real world you are vulnerable. And I know, that someone like tc would never have the balls to play his games to another man in the real world because he understands that he would get hurt. He does not speak this way to any man in his life, and I remember when him and other members from the board lived together for some time, and I know he did not speak to them this way in person. Because if I was in that group, and anyone tried to pull that crap on me, they would be rearranging their face in the hospital and I would be in prison. But this is why these subhuman leeches cling to the internet, because they cannot act this way in real life or in civilization. They would be beaten and outcasted from society. And that's the real truth. And that's a basic concept that people in the real world understand, do not play games or mess with someone unless you're willing or capable of dealing with their violence. 

And since the tranny likes to rewrite history so much on the chapo story, I will speak the truth on it one last time: 

chapo the low iq criminal got really upset in a voice chat with me, and I pushed him as far as I could, to the point he agreed to fly out to fight me. i thought he was a moron for this, him being on probation an all, as I was also on probation at the time, with a cast in my arm from a recent motorcycle accident... I pushed it as far as I could, and he went traveled to me. i never had a reason to fight him since he literally just got ragebaited and there was no anger from me nor reason to desire to fight him, he's too mentally slow to trigger anyone. i kinda feel bad for baiting him into that but then again not really, he's a moron. and I have a feeling that even in his mind he realized that he made a fool of himself, no matter how the echo chambers tried to twist the narrative because they disliked me. 

At the end of the day though, when I send this post and log off from this site, I have so many things in my life to look forward to. But the haters only have this little corner to dwell in and make themselves feel better in. When they log off, they have nothing... Which is why they spend so much time in here gaslighting, arguing, rewriting the narrative, and just being pathetic losers in general... There is no future for them to look forward to, and that's their harsh reality. I honestly feel bad for them, but it also makes me proud of how I've changed, because I see them for what they are. 

Thank you tc, for helping me become even more assured that I am on the right path in life. And thank you spatial/eagle for believing in me, I wish the best for you and I hope you're able to overcome your troubles. If you ever want to talk feel free to dm me any time 

Farewell 

Slay said: 

I'd just like to thank golden eagle and spatial mind for the kind words(assuming you're both not the same person). I appreciate that even in a place like this certain people still see value in what I said... 

They are the same person, and your responding this way with the passages that followed tells me more than I needed to know. You're still open to receiving narc supply, and anything that contradicts that seems to still make you aggressive. 

This is textbook narcissistic vulnerability. 

Again I wish you the best, but if you are responding this pridefully still then I foresee a lot of your former difficulties echoing back. To say you're "all cured" is unrealistic, and if you heard it from someone else you'd likely harbor a similar skepticism as me to you right now. 

I read some of turncoat's garbage, and it reminds me of why I don't hang around these places. Turncoat is a master manipulator who loves to gaslight and twist words to make people question themselves. And I simply don't have the time to waste defending myself from someone who has nothing better to do in their life but argue.

...wow that's a hell of a cope to ignore what was read. 

You'd take my concern and assume it's 'master manipulation', which is super weird. As many here have said multiple times I'm not really that good at it. 

But... when you hang around places like this, it is inevitable that you will constantly be attacked and have to assert your stance or position on every issue. Your words will constantly be twisted, churned, and misjudged for that person's own satisfaction because the internet provides a safety net for them. 

And because of that you'd avoid triggers, rather than ascend them? 

As I'd said, you express avoidant behaviors, running from your problems. 

Part of growing up is realizing that a lot of these people on the internet are actually losers in real life with not much going for them. Their egos are tied to the environments that they cling to because the internet is the only place they really feel a sense of control over their lives. 

I think a part of growing up is realizing that we're no better than 'losers', that we are cut from the same cloth and fall into similar enough pitfalls. 

What you disguise here as Wisdom is yet more avoidance. By putting yourself on a pedestal as if above them, as you've done for years, you remain exactly as you were uncorrected. 

Your only true difference is your environment, not you. Again I hope the best for you, but I also don't see how you are now as said 'best'. 

People like turncoat are subhuman wastes of space who do not actually provide a value to humanity in any way. They are roaches who for one reason or another are only capable of seeing the negative side in all things, and delight in bringing negativity to other people because they themselves have been molded to be that way. I used to be that way as well, only difference is that I realized that corrupting everything around me was ultimately corrupting myself most of all. 

Damn bruh, triggered much? How can you type this shit without calling it for what it is; Distancing language via Egoism? If you heard this same shit from Chapo, would you believe him any faster than you expect to be believed right now? It's blatant ad hominem to allow yourself to discredit who's saying these things, rather than the words themselves. 

All I said is that I don't think you're doing as well as your egotism claims towards yourself, that it is good to express caution when you start to pat yourself on the back excessively, and that your distancing behaviors from those who've manipulated and triggered you successfully (like Turquie and Chapo) ought to serve as a warning towards yourself, rather than room to call 'subhuman wastes of space' as if 'master manipulators'. 

It makes no sense really, if we're all lowlives then how did we fuck  your brain so hard? How did we get you flipping shit on this forum in ways that are beneath not just you, but the very 'lowlives' you claim to be above? 

Your denying how you were manipulated by these people is how others will continue to do so throughout your life, as echoes. If you continue to focus on what they're doing, rather than your reactions towards it as you hide away from them like monsters under your bed, you will never become a better person than you already are and always have been. 

Those issues that tc brings up are non-issues in my life. Because it's completely normal to be upset at people who try to gaslight, twist words, change history, etc etc.

It's fine to be upset, but at the same time you let those feelings control you. You ought to look into something known as Aversion Therapy, as that's the core of my argument here. I've been upset many times, but rather than lash out I observe the feeling so that I can understand and control the reaction. By contrast, you see it like an elemental reaction, as if the mere interaction of the two will continue to cause the same outcomes with no room to adapt. 

Imagine someone for example who never leaves their house, or an anorexic afraid of eating food. Are they better off than someone who leaves the house or eats the food, facing the struggles that come with it? Sheer abstaining is the opposite of how to grow and adapt. People grow through their trials, this is not growth, and I have nothing to gain from 'manipulating' you in this situation beyond this being a sympathetic response.

I see you falling into similar patterns again and am expressing caution based on your history, since even your making this statement is potentially a cause for concern over the urge of utterance, over the need to declare it towards those who successfully ran you around and had you make a fool of yourself out of the very same triggers you still have now. 

In real life, if someone tries that, you can easily confront them

And in your case you get in trouble with the law... 

Also when Chapo tried that you showed how much that's not true for you. No, just like now you prefer to hide, and at least owning up to that truth will be how to either understand yourself or overcome the tendency. 

, and normal human beings would see that the gaslighter is just a moron and they would become an outcast.

A normal human being is typically gaslit rather than above it happening, and are prone to accusing it where it's not when aiming to externalize their own response as if they played no hand in it. It's become far too trendy to call 'gaslight' on people over a difference in opinion, as if deceptive by initial intent rather than simply being of a different mind, and most don't even use the word correctly. 

You're externalizing all your shit. To you it will always be others' fault, how they potentially even made you do it if you go deep end enough, and demonstrate a perceived helplessness when it comes to interacting with them further. At the end of the day we are not responsible for our birth, but we are responsible for everything we do after it, which is why you punching their lights out has you go to jail instead of them. 

Just don't punch them, just control your anger. You don't have to avoid it short of admitting to yourself that you have that poor of self control. 

These dynamics don't exist in the real world. And I have never had to deal with this. And if I ever did, I know how to put people in their place. 

Yes, they do. The people here are a part of the real world and many I've met fit tendencies I've found here in different forms. It's especially obvious when you meet them in real life, of which I've met like 10 or so people from here in person. 

Your claims to these spaces being unlike 'real life' shows me how little you've let yourself truly observe what that 'real life' is. It's the same shit, except apparently you feel powerless when you can't go full caveman on them (and even then...). 

Because unlike the internet, in the real world you are vulnerable.

And I know, that someone like tc would never have the balls to play his games to another man in the real world because he understands that he would get hurt.

He does not speak this way to any man in his life, and I remember when him and other members from the board lived together for some time, and I know he did not speak to them this way in person.

Because if I was in that group, and anyone tried to pull that crap on me, they would be rearranging their face in the hospital and I would be in prison.

But this is why these subhuman leeches cling to the internet, because they cannot act this way in real life or in civilization. They would be beaten and outcasted from society. And that's the real truth. And that's a basic concept that people in the real world understand, do not play games or mess with someone unless you're willing or capable of dealing with their violence. 

And since the tranny likes to rewrite history so much on the chapo story, I will speak the truth on it one last time: 

chapo the low iq criminal got really upset in a voice chat with me, and I pushed him as far as I could, to the point he agreed to fly out to fight me. i thought he was a moron for this, him being on probation an all, as I was also on probation at the time, with a cast in my arm from a recent motorcycle accident... I pushed it as far as I could, and he went traveled to me. i never had a reason to fight him since he literally just got ragebaited and there was no anger from me nor reason to desire to fight him, he's too mentally slow to trigger anyone. i kinda feel bad for baiting him into that but then again not really, he's a moron. and I have a feeling that even in his mind he realized that he made a fool of himself, no matter how the echo chambers tried to twist the narrative because they disliked me. 

At the end of the day though, when I send this post and log off from this site, I have so many things in my life to look forward to. But the haters only have this little corner to dwell in and make themselves feel better in. When they log off, they have nothing... Which is why they spend so much time in here gaslighting, arguing, rewriting the narrative, and just being pathetic losers in general... There is no future for them to look forward to, and that's their harsh reality. I honestly feel bad for them, but it also makes me proud of how I've changed, because I see them for what they are. 

Thank you tc, for helping me become even more assured that I am on the right path in life. And thank you spatial/eagle for believing in me, I wish the best for you and I hope you're able to overcome your troubles. If you ever want to talk feel free to dm me any time 

I actually would like to talk to you in DMs, as I feel like my sympathy has come across the wrong way.

Being able to be triggered in a place where you can't punch your way out of it ought to serve as a safe space from your own anger, not as something to resent over how powerless a lack of punching makes you feel. This place, and other places like it, serve as a controlled environment.

The fact that you can't punch people who talk to you this way doesn't make it less real, it makes them able to say what otherwise wouldn't have been over you responding violently, making it in many ways more real than if they lied to you to protect themselves. Your complaint is moreover an intolerance to people who act that way, and your sense of powerlessness is over believing that's your only way to defend yourself. Because you are disarmed of being able to punch people, that means the risks that follow that action are also absent, granting you a safe environment to adapt to it through. 

It's not really a trial by fire if you avoid the fire, and this is no different. I think people need enough toxicity in their lives to develop an immunity as to resist descending into self-delusion, and that an exterior pair of eyes will catch the things we miss about ourselves. I've seen myself fall prey to abnormal reactions to things as well, I have a disorder that comes with moodswings and schizoaffective shit when episodes happen so I understand why self control through recognizing your own patterns is important. 

Speaking as someone with a psyche bachelors who also has both been and seen much when it comes to mental illness, when I say these things it's not to try to piss you off in the sense of 'lol look at Slay act nuts', but rather as repeated warnings that this shit doesn't just go away, and that hiding from it won't stop some 'lowlife' from entering your life and getting you in trouble again. Even further, triggering language if it pushes you will serve as a self-demonstration of how your problems aren't gone via your own words. 

Rather than avoidance, I'd recommend anger management of some kind if Aversion Therapy proves to not be effective, or maybe even a temple stay in another country with some monks might do you some good. Most people can go through their lives without punching people being at the forefront of their thinking, and that deviation on your part ought to concern you instead of serve as a way to blame those who successfully trigger you. Your aggressive reactions are the true enemy here, not the person 'dumb' enough to poke the angry bear, as once you succumb to said anger that's when they've won. Speaking as someone who likes getting hit, I know this feeling well. 

Outside of you even, any time someone, anyone really, claims to be 'above' people only demonstrates them lowering themselves. I do not see myself as above the people here, just given different stats, and frankly I think that pattern of thinking is healthier than excessive self-reassurance. Forcing ourselves to understand how others think is also how to avoid generalizing while still protecting yourself with that knowledge, as many I've met here have shown echoes of similar behaviors 'In Real Life' from other people, albeit the people here are a bit more honest when they aren't lying to themselves and not running some puppet.