my personalities in gifs
innocent
sweet, immature, likes girly things and will *always* wear jewelry that I don't normally wear, especially bracelets.
will do things like shopping.
harbors memories from high school. sort of weak and fragile- not as strong as the others at all.
just wants to have a good time, happy go lucky
when I was young (middle school forward) I wore a bracelet 24/7 that helped me when I struggled with an eating disorder that I would put on every morning and, had a lot of meaning to me during that time hence why I would almost never take it off.
protector
this one will cuss you out in Spanish a thousand miles a minute, becomes very volatile and violent, will scream a lot, has a MAJOR attitude
very feminine, likes luxury, shopping at the mall and spending money
harbors basically all the trauma I experienced in Mexico at the hands of an abusive ex, who was Mexican and spoke fluent Spanish.
protector
only comes out to get in your face and tell you really nasty things just to get inside your head and fuck with your emotions.
Could say things like, "I'm going to kill you and rape you after you're dead then feed your body to a pack of wolves."
or will say deep rooted secrets and thoughts that I've kept inside for a long time, that I didn't even know how to put into words but, in moments of irrational anger it will all come out in perfect monologue as if it was written on a script. or just say things that are innapropriate.
brash. brave, but, to a point where, there is no fear. none. very quick witted, jaded, smart ass.
Laughs in situations that inappropriate as well, and will mock people- including my professor in a biology class apparently. (highly sarcastic)
Only around if I feel like I am in a desperate situation with no escape, and will take out anger on authority & pretty much HATES everyone, is *EXTREMELY* angry.
Very chaotic evil. Just wants to watch the world burn.
will laugh in the face of pain and mock you if you threaten me or hurt me. like it's all a big joke?
(like push me up against a wall and scream in my face, and I will just start laughing it off as if it's not that serious)
is anarchist, rebel type.
harbors the most violent trauma
blanc (protector)
gender neutral, dyke, well versed in street survival, psychopathic tendencies. when not threatening to rape someone in the ass with a knife or flipping off the guy across the street,
generally cusses a lot, likes to smoke and drink, party, fuck.
harbors the more benign trauma but also rape. for that reason, thinks men are scum.
will threaten to harm you and is serious about it, if you seriously threaten or disrespect me
has a dark side that plots revenge on people (typically men) a bit obsessively
me
functional alter? care taker
intelligent, altruistic, moral, responsible (functions in the outer world a lot in areas like academia and professional life)
believes it is the only real personality (but it isn't) (but it wants to be the only one and have total control of my life)
does things like grocery shopping and cleaning, going to the bank lol and studying, anything professional
the one that "does what has to be done."
harbors trauma of my own experiences with death and severe illness, as well as witnessing others death and illness, hence the obsession with medical
It kinda sounds like you're mixing up tv type schizophrenia with multiple personality disorder and childhood make believe friends. Has anyone other than that one psychiatrist diagnosed you with DID?
