Sociopath Community

Inquirer said: 

puppygirl said: 

the mature move was to do what i did, which is to remove those risks and costs from my life

Except what happened was you had another meltdown and tried to kill SC to spite us. Trying to spin it as a mature move is a transparent post-rationalization.

She's admitted to being very forgetful, and judging by her inconsistencies in logic and stances making for "in the moment" patterns... she likely is stuck within post-rationalization as the norm. Her memory of that time is probably blurry if not lost to her now, and where she is presently is likely very foggy.

She likely has to figure what and why "Luna" would have done past events over and over, always after the fact once confronted over past behaviors, which would account for the constant changes in her narrative and why it's prone to showing elements of others portrayals of the past (even down to borrowing their words as if they were her own thoughts). 

She can never revisit how she once felt, only how she feels in light of those past events presently. She legitimately has memory problems. 

well.. i do agree that i got "fed up" with dealing with SC and decided the costs were not worth the benefits. you can call it a melt down if you like

i think what you really want to tell yourself is that i wish i hadn't killed SC, and... i'm not sure i agree with that. its been nice to be able to put my energies into other things.. and even if a small part of me (the ego) wanted to hold onto a community that resents me it still would not be a smart long term move... 

like 20 years from now do i really wana be some edgy loser middle ages women like thrill kill running a sociopath forum? its something you do when your young, and then you grow out of it. im glad i moved past it when i did. 

Give us the database

its still my goal to kill what remains of sc. now that the position has reversed... where i am just the normal user with no responsiblity i can get a little pay back which my ego loves hehe

Cool. Give us the database

puppygirl said: 

i think what you really want to tell yourself is that i wish i hadn't killed SC, and... i'm not sure i agree with that. 

Are you kidding, you want SC to be as it was so that you can have your family back and have power over them once again. 

As is, you only have half of that, and are left questioning why you'd throw yourself at our subjugation time and time again when you can't justify if you are or aren't the one in control as quickly. Being on equal ground seems to confuse you, especially when our memory of your history is stronger than your own. 

Your software without us is super lonely and dead looking, and that hurts you from it forcing you to face your glaring lack of charisma eye to eye. As is, you're forced to notice your lack of social skills, and maybe a lack of power and hugboxing will be how you improve as a person. 

im glad i moved past it when i did. 

Then explain the BR thing.

You wanted people back then, just under the label "The Republic". You weren't past it, you just wanted the "problem element" to be gone with you in complete control. 

the republic wasn't sc... it was sc - the pedos + xadem. so it wasn't sc

lol throw myself at your subjugation? do you feel subjugated? i dont

the software is fine.. when we finish it we will advertise it to businesses. it's a for-profit venture.. not a solve lonliness venture

your just desperate to feel like youve had an impact on something... you act so condescending but you have no future and noone in real life cares about you. your the delusional one.if SC was taken from you and then you would literally have nothing in life. its sad, but you deserve your life of suffering and poverty. im glad you turned out to be such a loser. thats karma

puppygirl said: 

the republic wasn't sc... it was sc - the pedos + xadem. so it wasn't sc

I addressed that already: 

Turncoat said:

You wanted people back then, just under the label "The Republic". You weren't past it, you just wanted the "problem element" to be gone with you in complete control.

lol throw myself at your subjugation? do you feel subjugated? i dont

Not mine, "our". 

your just desperate to feel like youve had an impact on something...

you act so condescending but you have no future and noone in real life cares about you.

your the delusional one.

if SC was taken from you and then you would literally have nothing in life.

its sad, but you deserve your life of suffering and poverty.

im glad you turned out to be such a loser.

thats karma

yo, where can i find this community?

puppygirl said: 

its worth argueing that... spending real time, and money on a community, and risking liability so that i can have "e-power" which is ultimately worthless .. is not a smart move. the mature move was to do what i did, which is to remove those risks and costs from my life

sure you can argue that its an ego hit because i no longer have control, but... ultimately when it comes to my future.. i made the smart move, and putting ego above logic is just... dumb. its not logical for myself or anyone to put time, money, and energy into a forum populated by pedophiles and people who are doing nothing with their lives and have nothing to contribute to my future

that being said, you guys made good testers, and you helped get the BZ software off the ground, so for that i am appreciative. now you guys can hopefully do the same for tfi

 you are going places, no doubt