BohemianRhapsody said:It is not sadness or grief and comes once those emotions have passed and can be best described as disassociative yet liberating.Narc wounding giving an elating form of numbness.
It's super dangerous to ride that high.TC can you give a more detailed analysis of all I have detailed here? I need answers.
People, but Narcissists especially, live in a construct ideal that nothing will ever go wrong even if they are logically worrying about it. When things do go wrong past an acceptable threshold, an odd compensatory feeling of either invincibility, lust, or vengeance can kick in based on the person's personality style.
For myself at least, when hit hard enough irl, I can find myself shutting down my fear centers and acting very unlike myself, such as cussing out cops, running head first into traffic, and riding motorcycles. I find this state of mind to be dangerous, and when I see it in others I can't help but worry.I take it based on who you are there's a story attached to this fear/confusion of yours?
My fall 2018 sc novel spree came due to this feelinq following my ex Sofia ghosting me. While me and D are having issues largely due to my behavhor, I am resisting the lure of this druglike feeling for her. Sadly she is staying at my moms to take a break from me but we still see eachother.
Do you and Sofia still talk?
We back in ohio btw, near your area. We should meet.
We should!
