are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
less enjoyment of normal social interactions lol. basically i was much less happy before but more able to tolerate socializing in normal people pleasing sort of ways like i would try to be friendly as possible and now im like id rather just.....not....interact with you.....so i probably will just leave soon and go do my own hobbies that i enjoy by myself peace:) (this is in general, obviously i like talking to my online friends and some family members and certain other people)
are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
less enjoyment of normal social interactions lol
oh so you're more kinky now ok
are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
less enjoyment of normal social interactions lol
oh so you're more kinky now ok
lol i added more to the thought edited it above your last post
are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
less enjoyment of normal social interactions lol. basically i was much less happy before but more able to tolerate socializing in normal people pleasing sort of ways like i would try to be friendly as possible and now im like id rather just.....not....interact with you.....so i probably will just leave soon and go do my own hobbies that i enjoy by myself peace:) (this is in general, obviously i like talking to my online friends and some family members and certain other people)
That seems like a healthy development tbh, nobody can force you to engage with them and you've reached a certain point where you just decided to look out for number one, which is you. Good for you man
are you happy with how you are turq
happiest and most peaceful ive ever been in my life 100% honestly. i know a lot of ppl don't understand and think that i'm not happy, because i act like a bitch sometimes, but im actually really happy lol. everything has a price tho
that is nice to hear, what is the price if I may be so free to inquire
less enjoyment of normal social interactions lol. basically i was much less happy before but more able to tolerate socializing in normal people pleasing sort of ways like i would try to be friendly as possible and now im like id rather just.....not....interact with you.....so i probably will just leave soon and go do my own hobbies that i enjoy by myself peace:) (this is in general, obviously i like talking to my online friends and some family members and certain other people)
That seems like a healthy development tbh, nobody can force you to engage with them and you've reached a certain point where you just decided to look out for number one, which is you. Good for you man
ya but like.......................im so selfish now:/ i dont want to be but nothing else was working to make my life livable enough and not be miserable and depressed half the time
How’s it going with Pseudonymous, you seem like you really like him ?
good lol
ugh Pseud's snapchatting me rn about wanting me to go to the casino and then on holiday with him if he wins
I dont want to go to the casino or on holiday i want to stay snuggled up in my room on my laptop lol or downstairs on the couchSome casinos have nice hotels and other things to do besides gambling.
ya he is so sweet. but im just not going to go be with him. i don't want to travel by myself anymore and I dont want to be around people I want to be alone except for seeing my family occasionally
I'm surprised you wouldn't seek out a Netflix and Chill type then.
i was much for functional socially ironically enough when I was a depressed mood swinging mess drinking and using drugs and smoking weed and actually trying to stay employed because during that time I had hope that I would be able to beat whatever mental disorder i have but i didnt and then it consumed me
What drugs?
I went through something similar, but I wouldn't call how I was functional.
i was a fighter tho holy shit. I spent so much time researching psychology and seeing therapists and trying different things to try to out manipulate the way my brain is wired lol
You do catch me off guard when you know what I'm talking about faster than other people in that subject.
