You made your business public though. You boast about being gay every single day. DAILY blanc. Every day.
What happened between you and Trypt was made public by you. He wasn't all that motivated to tell the world there was only licking and sucking and french kissing. That information was handed out by you. What amused me the most about listening to you losing your shit on VC, was how much of what you'd say was making sense despite how unsettled you were, while Trypt would just sweep it under the rug and deny your merit. He had reasons to be upset too, but he kept his composure fairly well.
Trypt said you were very nice in person, as you participate in goodwill deeds, and while you were yelling at him, the at most he would say "She's like this all the time"
Actions speak louder than words, and you leave me no choice but to say you're bisexual when asked. ( this thread questions if you're gay. ) At the time it never served you to fence with me when I said you were bisexual. and the only time you insist you are gay is when the coast is clear.
I might not finish this response later.
You made your business public though. You boast about being gay every single day. DAILY blanc. Every day.
What happened between you and Trypt was made public by you. He wasn't all that motivated to tell the world there was only licking and sucking and french kissing. That information was handed out by you. What amused me the most about listening to you losing your shit on VC, was how much of what you'd say was making sense despite how unsettled you were, while Trypt would just sweep it under the rug and deny your merit. He had reasons to be upset too, but he kept his composure fairly well.
Trypt said you were very nice in person, as you participate in goodwill deeds, and while you were yelling at him, the at most he would say "She's like this all the time"
Actions speak louder than words, and you leave me no choice but to say you're bisexual when asked. ( this thread questions if you're gay. ) At the time it never served you to fence with me when I said you were bisexual. and the only time you insist you are gay is when the coast is clear.
I might not finish this response later.
Oh how much you've missed about their drama... 
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You made your business public though.
People asked I answered. It doesn't matter now though who did what.
You boast about being gay every single day. DAILY blanc. Every day.
No I don't lol. But yeah, I'm in the closet so maybe talking about it is a stress-release mechanism for me. This is the only place I can express myself freely.
What happened between you and Trypt was made public by you.
Did you even read what I wrote. Go read it again. Just because you keep saying it, doesn't make it right.
He wasn't all that motivated to tell the world there was only licking and sucking and french kissing.
He lied and said there was fucking when there wasn't and got mad when I insisted he was lying to people. People asked of course, and he replied yes. It wasn't me or him who brought it up.
That information was handed out by you.
People asked questions and I answered at the time because they were acting like they were sympathizing with me, but really they just were drawing info out of me. Then I stopped talking as much.
What amused me the most about listening to you losing your shit on VC, was how much of what you'd say was making sense despite how unsettled you were, while Trypt would just sweep it under the rug and deny your merit.
You can choose to believe whoever you want. Pretty much everyone sides with tryp, but I'm telling you, his side of the story is distorted, and I'm the only one just telling the plain truth.
Everyone wants to blame a side for who's more bad than the other person or something, but this is ridiculous. He literally ran off and cheated on me.
You weren't there, you didn't see how he treated me. I'm telling you, no one gets it until they're literally in my shoes.
He's a great friend. Sort of. He's a likable, guy when around people he can seem really like a good person and super friendly. But in relationships, he's difficult to handle.
That doesn't make him unlovable but, for me *personally* I wasn't willing to deal with all of that as I just wasn't in the right place to take on something like that, that's so fucked up and complicated, and that I have to relentlessly give my all to (despite the other person shitting on you and showing no gratitude, but instead only asking more from you or expecting more from you continually- and never being satisfied).
There were a lot of reasons, it wasn't the right thing for me. That was just one of many. Ok?
Relationships end, but we don't have to demonize either person because of that. It's a rather immature approach to life looking at it that black and white when, things weren't that black in white in reality.
There's way more to the story that I just didn't bother telling because I don't care anymore, I'm exhausted with dealing with people like you who don't understand, and have no intention of trying to. All you'll do is use it as more fuel to fire back at me with.
I'm tired of the topic, I've moved on and everyone else should too. And I'd really appreciate it, regardless of who talked about what or who brought what into light etc, if everyone would get out of my personal business. I don't owe you anything. You can judge me all you want.
But I'm just too tired to sit here appeasing all of you guys trying to calm down your self-made shit storm. It's ridiculous, like don't you have other things to worry about? lol
I'm not trying to be rude, I want to ask in the nicest way possible, for some boundaries here ok? A little compassion, a little respect. Regardless of what you think of me, who you think I am, how you think I am, whatever you think I did or didn't do.
I just don't want to talk abut this anymore ok? It's done dude, let it go.
He had reasons to be upset too, but he kept his composure fairly well.
Trypt said you were very nice in person, as you participate in goodwill deeds, and while you were yelling at him, the at most he would say "She's like this all the time"
Like I said, I was only helpful in our relationship. It wasn't until after he basically did the opposite of white knighting me and started like DDOS attacking me all day on discord that I got frustrated.
I let my anger show a bit yes, but I've since learned to stay away from the people who infuriate me because I just don't have time for that kind of negativity in my life. I'm just like distancing myself from that because yeah, there's nothing I can do and I have to accept that.
He's going to spread lies and misinformation and gossip about me, and they're all going to laugh and whatever. It is what it is.
Actions speak louder than words, and you leave me no choice but to say you're bisexual when asked.
So anyone who's been with men in the past CANNOT be gay. Do you realize how retarded that is? It's an immature approach to understanding sexuality.
Like YOU CANT BE GAY YOU WERE WITH A MAN!!! like... maybe that might make sense to an eight year old.
The problem here is that you don't understand. This happens a lot, and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm used to people not understanding what it's like to be gay ok. I'm not mad about it. I'm understanding of people who don't understand, and don't even know what they're missing. Ok?
But this is where compassion and empathy are employed.
If actions speak louder than words, then why was I homeless for several years, disowned by my family, living on the fucking street- because of being gay.
You haven't *seen* all my actions Tony. You haven't lived my life. You don't reside, in my body, and in my head. You don't know, what it's like, to know inside yourself, for a fact, you are through and through100% gay and the fabric that makes up every fiber of your being and every synapse is gay, gay, gay.
You haven't been there the countless times I've tried so hard to argue for my sexuality and how much pain that put me through and how difficult and stressful it was and how depressing and sad it was, for me to deal with the people around me who didn't accept me- but willingly doing it in hopes that they *maybe* could accept me as who I am.
Why? So I could marry a chic one day and they could come to my fuckign wedding, and so I could have a fucking family who gave a shit about me instead of eating fucking mnm's for chRISTMAS DINNER BY MYSELF ON THE STREET BECAUSE I WAS HOMELESS.
You have no fucking IDEA that "actions" that I've have to show as PROOF.
this is absolutely ridiculous. How you perceive me on some forum isn't accurate dude, you don't know my whole damn life. Everyone thinks they do but please believe me when I tell you, you don't know everything about me and my whole fucking life ok? You're not "above me" you're not "more aware" of how to establish what someones sexuality is more so than I am able to do it myself.
As if you are like god like, standing above me. How narcissistic is that. And meanwhile what am I? Some un-selfaware fucking idiot? That has no idea what I want to do with my fucking vagina?? You really think I'm that dumb and clueless????
This is insulting, rude, disrespectful, this is so many levels of not ok. You don't get to fucking tell me what I am.
You don't!!!! You just don't.
( this thread questions if you're gay. ) At the time it never served you to fence with me when I said you were bisexual. and the only time you insist you are gay is when the coast is clear.
I thought it was possible to clear up a misperception by talking to you, I thought we could talk it out. But instead you turned it into some sort of argument and debate. I wasn't trying to debate with you, I was telling you that your assumptions *are* wrong.
You can choose to believe they're not wrong. But they are. Because you're not me. I'm me.
You don't get to decide what I know about myself???
I'm not going to respond to any further discussion on the topic of tryptamine and I's relationship, or my sexuality. Because I simply have other things to do!
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"He lied and said there was fucking when there wasn't and got mad when I insisted he was lying to people. People asked of course, and he replied yes. It wasn't me or him who brought it up. "
I will attest to this he does like to try to vaguely lead others on that he fucked you
"He lied and said there was fucking when there wasn't and got mad when I insisted he was lying to people. People asked of course, and he replied yes. It wasn't me or him who brought it up. "
I will attest to this he does like to try to vaguely lead others on that he fucked you
Trolling Troll ! And look who approves of your post, the wicked ones !
Tryptamine was sensitive with that kind of information. He never once said he banged her. If anything Trypt told us how he was sleeping on the sofa in the living room and stepping out for smokes all night.
Before Trypt went over to stay with blanc for 1 month last December, it was brought to our attention in advance that him and blanc were dating. They were both gay about it, not GBTQ gay, but happy gay about being together. Everyone knows this.
It's no secret that Trypt returned home dissatisfied, nor was he prosecuted for lying about inserting his penis into blanc, because he never made such claim.
"Why would blanc have gone through the trouble of having cybersex with Tryptamine, then go ahead with a physical relationship with a guy ?"
Bisexuality. But hey, I get it. She had bad experiences with men and this was "another one."