is blanc gay? - 4 - Sociopath Community

RE: is blanc gay?

Blanc · 2019-08-18T20:19:58.2770000

a lot of people say they're gay, it's just commonly how it's said. you'd know that if you knew two shits about the gay community.

Spatial Mind said:
Blanc said:
Spatial Mind said:
Next thing you know someone says GBT and people complain.
Youre so unnecessarily seething toward people who are gay
The victim card.

Just can't win with you eh?

I have been to some in my time. There isn't anything really special about them that sets them apart from human beings.

I'm not the one trying to single anyone out.

This is the whole point I'm trying to make here, is that there is no reason to hate an entire group of people just for one aspect of who they are.

No one who is gay wants to be set apart, and singled out for their sexuality. All anyone ever wanted was equality.

The reason gay people have become singled out like this, and have become a spectacle and judged "as a group entity" is because of the fact these organizations were formed.

Plus people just naturally lump people together based on things I suppose.

But yeah, groups of gay people had to bound together to raise awareness about equality in the first place, demanding rights and respect, legal issues, etc.

But most people nowadays don't want to now, be the spectacle that gay people once were, and we just kinda wanna integrate into society like any normal human being and not being criticized or seperated for our sexuality (hence, equality).

This is more of a "social equality" which, hasn't quite happened yet, but at least we got the legal equality (for the most part).

Why did you fool around with Tryptamine, and at the end of that episode, why were you freaking out about him not caring ?

Why are you so invested in my personal relationships with people, it's none of your business honestly. If I say I'm gay you should have respect for that.

And honestly, I have no idea what you're talking about. Tryp trash talks me whenever he gets the chance and like, blows things out of proportion or, doesn't accurately tell the stories and then, when I say "that's not what happened" people don't believe me.

It was my intention to just tell people, yeah we broke up. And that's it. Not to re-hash every single day we spent together publicly to every single person who has a listening ear on discord.

I thought he was mature enough to keep our private life private, and wouldn't be immature enough to gossip about petty nonsense, and could leave it in the past. But instead he decided to play this messy blame game, which got many people involved- and resulted in a war of like "tryp or blanc" and then also a passing around of complete minsinformation, misconstrued, dramaticized, bull shit. Like a game of telephone.

I never wanted this part of my person life blasted on every server and the front of SC. I thought I could just bring closure about it, briefly publicly bring light to the fact we broke up (because I was aware we were rather public about being together, it'd be weird not to just inform people) but it was supposed to be a one and done thing. Thats it. And then put it to rest.

But instead, yeah he threw gas onto fire, and just let that get bigger and bigger. With people talking nonsense and gossiping about stories that aren't even true. Not even kidding. Like, complete fabrications majority of the time- on Tryp's part.

He wanted to like paint himself as a victim I think of me? I'm not sure. And he also wanted to blast me with hate and also make eveyrone else hate me too, and that was his way of coping with the break up?

(Which, he's known for doing. He always publicly blasts whoever he recently broke up with in chat. Brings all arguments public- all conversations public.)

He refused to back down amicably or allow me to make peace with him, because he refused to speak to me in private. The only time he would, was in public. So I had to deal with him in public.

Which just made everyone jump in as well, and feel like they were entitled to the details of relationship, following it like a news media story or the latest celebrity gossip, formign their own misinformed opinions about the matter they only vaguely know truly anything about.

And he allowed that shit show to dwindle on for months. Like a pig in shit just enjoying the mess he created.

I tried to clean it up at first, but then I just gave up. Because I can't sit around all day going, "no, that didn't happen."

To every rumor that gets reported back to me. People messing me like, "is this true? is that true?" and I'm like *ugh* I didn't even want this to be public like this.

I didn't want to talk about it anymore, but people were relentless. I'm like, just drop it. I got over it a long time ago.

But despite insisting I'd moved on, they'd find any shred of evidence they could, and miscontruct it on purpose to suit their own bias, that I was in fact "wanting to be with him still" as if that was ever going to happen.

They had no interest in hearing me out, or understanding what really happened. These people don't care about me (not that I'm entiteld to that) as a person. But if they're not close in my personal life and care about me genuinely then I don't think it warrants them much exposure on every detail of my personal relationships. They just want the latest details- on some story that Tryp cooked up while drunk last night and blabbed about on VC or in discord- or that they heard through the rumor mill.

Some people enjoyed stirring up the stories and dramatcizing them, so the term "freaking out" started with Sugar. She would always use that word to describe everything I did.

There was no, "freaking out" about anything. Not once in our time together. I didn't even start getting pissed until after we broke up, and he wouldn't stop hate bashing me incessantly, in a public nature.

All I did in our relationship was try to make things work, but eventually I realized we had crossed a line into what wasn't workable anymore for me, due to extenuating circumstances involving both my own personal matters and his personal matters. AKA, me being gay- and him, being a lying, cheating, ass hole to me, who treated both our relationship and me- a little nonchalantly and rudely. Didn't make concerted efforts to improve things- and also relapsed into addiction- as well as struggling badly with character defects like, purposful emotional and communicative distancing, and talking to me angrily while drunk- forgetting my name, and talking too much about his ex girlfriend.

We had agreed at the very beginning, that if either of us relapsed, we had every right to leave, and it was nothing personal. But that person *should* leave. And it was on the other person to help themselves. We can't sacrifice our own sobriety to pick up the other person- they have to learn to handle it on their own. It was just a rule. Supported by, research from rehab and NA etc- this is the only way a relationship between two addicts can be allowed to exist. Without sacrificing their sobriety and, it's not even recommended.

So yeah, he relapsed. I waited months for him to sort of get back on the sober train but he, really wasn't able to and so I said, eh... I think you need to go sort out your shit you know, on your own. And, I kinda just, am gonna, go over here... away. From you.

Because the way he was behaving was so toxic, and he was such an unmanagable person to communicate with or try to make efforts to work thigns out with- unruly, rude, etc. I wasn't able to get anywhere to make peace, or end things amicably or maturely- he left no room for that. And I just had to walk away so I didn't sacrifice myself, because it was really bringing me down. Taking up my time. Stressing me out- and going no where. He made no effort so why should I.

He's not the only guy you've been with. Females are your preference.

No, I'm gay. Read the "gay shit" thread please

https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/1530/1/gay-shit-