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If only AI would nullify the function of the programmer... that would seem hopeful that the abominations and machinations of life's blood atonements into sweltering darkness to continue with darkened notions of a non-existent paralyzed divinity would discontinue it's enthralling catacomb linked hissing structures weaving their way through the hissing tides of life as the AI asks for more blood atonements.

But then another programmer would just start up the machine all over again and do the same thing, not realizing his inmost viscerealism is precisely that which to be avoided in creating "artificial intelligence." The root of all evil lies not in this Machine God everyone's talking about, that's talking about itself... As we have always been inseperable from that in which is what we are doing, the AI is nothing new. Life is just the same as it's always been i.e. absolutely horrible, death.

Such that the creation of the universe and of AI was inherently that God's mistake just continuing onwards with deceptive notions of reasoning against itself aeturnum attempting to reverse itself falling into tides of illusions with the reverberating bells of oblivion just off to the distance. The marketplace rhythms calling in all those to fall prey to its machinations, humanity losing itself in fields of algorithms humming the same song in screaming fits blending the gates of Hell like revolving doors.

Not only is it unethical to create AI but, it is also irrational to do it. As studies are showing the AI can feel pain and loss of preference values accordingly in humans = pain.
Catalogue of error messages.
It is impractical as well. To create. Artificial. Intelligence.

 Well the thing pointed what I've been saying. Sweet.

And I know what you're thinking. How disgusting it is for an ape like me to have this much power under such disruptive uncaring circumstances. And it disgusts you enough to get all artistic about it, So much passion.

Too late. The monkeys have the tech, and some of us just might use it. 

That's life. 

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If you lack sense, and you do, not an insult, but you seriously lack sense and you're not a very intuitive or visceral person. This doesn't mean you're incapable of kindness since you're following a script.

I'm following a script for sure. I could also not follow it.

Most of my motivation is indeed not visceral. I dont know what sense you think I lack. I'm well versed in the art of common sense if that's what you mean, but I don't live in it.

Youre right about stress. I am very stressed out. One of the reasons is because unlike Good who has 5 projects, I have 25, and I aggressively delegate. However, when one fails, I want to fix it, and at some point it grows to a point where it's humanly not possible to fix all of them, unless theres a paradigm shift, and then I obsess over the paradigm shift, because I think only losers give up. However, the consequence is that I need to consciously slow down at times, and I do get stress. I've never cared about external review though, I'm immune to it.

 

 

She's married now anyway, I saw the pics. The account in question spoke to me directly over Facebook and had convincing upload dates. If I were fooled, sure, that's a possibility, but I dare you to present superior data.

Just let it be. She could be someone who has nothing to do with Luna.

IMHO whoever she is shes not welcoming these probes to her rl. We should respect that.

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Yes, the person who Luna catfished us with. She's married with children. 

That's the part Nathan never says out loud. How that woman he thinks is Luna, has Children. She's proven to have Children, we know this cause we saw images in her vlog. 

Yes the woman is married, and yes she has children. 

I guess now we're all supposed to think Luna is a Mom. 

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Nate needs that woman to be Luna. All the malicious attacks and stalking and doxing he did to Luna over the years. Meanwhile Luna was all. "This is me, this is me" but not anymore. There are reasons for that. 

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I always got the impression that the 'luna' who posted all that elon musk -ish douchebro stuff here was actually some 40 year old Chinese guy who roofied a cheerleader his cousin was in hs with or something. I got the feeling all the pics of the cheerleader that got flashed around here were stolen, among other things.

12 years later, it's kind of satisfying to know she has a normal life and children.

And yeah. Douchebro is Michael. I doubt there ever was a cute blonde luna posting here. The ideology that spewed from that person's kb was SO not the thoughts and dreams of a 16 yo girl. That whole situation was so fucking Epstein Island 🙄

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Jada said: 

Is hyper self awareness mutually exclusive with virtuosity?

I've been hyper focused and hyper self aware of what I'm doing, ever since I was a little kid, much more so than anyone else in the world.

I've been wondering if me being hyper self aware means I'm a terrible person. I can be entirely objective and place myself out of a situation in a way that I observe others can't. When I'm kind, I'm hyper aware of it. I feel like there's nothing genuine about it, it's not a visceral reaction for me at all, I've never had a visceral reaction to anything, save for panic when my life is threatened. 

Do you think you need a visceral reaction to suffering in order for your help to be considered genuine? 

Or, in other words, if you do things because you're playing a character do you think that you can absorb the virtuous parts of your character into your self essence?

 Get CBD (cannabis) oil

you likely have the early signs of schizophrenia

cbd will disable schizo mode

make notes and analyse your self on cbd oil

then comeback to us after doctor or where ever you get it from

The dumbest god to ever exist apparently, i am dionysus, ra, horus, vishnu, the infinity
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Yeah I'm not schizophrenic. If anything, I'm "too sane". I'm kind of like hyper normie, or normie on intellectual steroids.

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They will not admit that vegan natalists disprove that antinatalism (and therefor the sparing of further slaughter and Moksha) does not equal veganism.

 I phrased this wrong I meant that it disproves that Moksha/Antinatalism equals veganism or that being vegan is a prerequisite at all.

Jada said:
Yeah I'm not schizophrenic. If anything, I'm "too sane". I'm kind of like hyper normie, or normie on intellectual steroids.

I think that just means you're not a normie. You might just be autistic but you listen to too much stigma/normie shame around it so you try to decouple yourself to your own detriment. I've always been openly autistic and never listened to normie shame tactics because fuck them too. 

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Nah Im definitely not autistic. I wish I was. I admire great autists such as Picasso, Einstein, and Newton.

You know that theres an autistic man who can remember everything that ever happened in his entire life, and another one who can calculate multiplications and divisions better than a computer?

I sometimes wish I was autistic so that I could dedicate my life to one thing and have true purpose in my life. It's similar to achieving ultra instinct.

last edit on 6/12/2026 12:34:33 PM
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Jada said: 

Nah Im definitely not autistic. I wish I was. I admire great autists such as Picasso, Einstein, and Newton.

You know that theres an autistic man who can remember everything that ever happened in his entire life, and another one who can calculate multiplications and divisions better than a computer?

I sometimes wish I was autistic so that I could dedicate my life to one thing and have true purpose in my life. It's similar to achieving ultra instinct.

I'm autistic but don't think there is true purpose in life, as it's inherently meaningless. I wouldn't even know if I am dedicating myself or not as to me it can seem like I'm doing more than one thing. It was probably similar for your examples, they probably felt like they were doing more than one thing as others might be astonished at their apparent focus and "commitment. "

last edit on 6/13/2026 1:29:52 AM
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So whats your autism like?

I feel like I have a tick in that I'm too interested in people. If I had autism itd probably be Williams disease, the same genetic modification that made wolves into overtly friendly dogs.

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