That sounds about right. It's a form of dismissiveness today.
Your first post lacked effort. I put in equal effort.
Your golden ratio thing is irrelevant to the OP and you can draw it on any screen if you zoom in/out to make the text fit.
Your defining virtuous mess could justify Ted Bundy as being virtuous which is yet another issue with the disconnect between “Sacred Acedemia Husseralian Hell Mode” and actual life according to God. Tl;dr Go outside
Every time a scholar gets stung by a mole, he often loses the words to his philosophy and yet again must undergo many sessions of re-evaluation and disciplinary arts to revive the process for academia itself. This disconnect is required in business as well. Too deep of a communion with the consumer makes one a consumer. I.e. never get High off the supply
None of this is self-aware as the self is always limited by the object of perception which is included in perception which the self is neither the perceiver or the perceived yet perception lashes out in deranged cries to various anchors in desperation to win something, anything at all, to contribute or decontribute and always through the shadily propagated alchemists stone -a hideous Judeo-Kantian feat that must be sissyphean tasked at all costs (due to man’s displeasure with himself and permanent seeking of his own erasure through the lens of time which does not even exist outside of the structures of modernity’s fabrications. Ancient Zoroastrians lived as long as abyssic sea animals in terrible conditions)such as trying to prove that Gravity even exists when physics can be attributed to more than just the 5 senses but that opens a can of beers no one is willing to even drink let alone go to the bar as a beggar seeking reconciliation with the emperor bar tenders that’s already changed clothes countless times to narrowly escape the tyranny of the masses
Your defining virtuous mess could justify Ted Bundy as being virtuous which is yet another issue with the disconnect between “Sacred Acedemia Husseralian Hell Mode” and actual life according to God. Tl;dr Go outside
Every time a scholar gets stung by a mole, he often loses the words to his philosophy and yet again must undergo many sessions of re-evaluation and disciplinary arts to revive the process for academia itself. This disconnect is required in business as well. Too deep of a communion with the consumer makes one a consumer. I.e. never get High off the supply
None of this is self-aware as the self is always limited by the object of perception which is included in perception which the self is neither the perceiver or the perceived yet perception lashes out in deranged cries to various anchors in desperation to win something, anything at all, to contribute or decontribute and always through the shadily propagated alchemists stone -a hideous Judeo-Kantian feat that must be sissyphean tasked at all costs (due to man’s displeasure with himself and permanent seeking of his own erasure through the lens of time which does not even exist outside of the structures of modernity’s fabrications. Ancient Zoroastrians lived as long as abyssic sea animals in terrible conditions)such as trying to prove that Gravity even exists when physics can be attributed to more than just the 5 senses but that opens a can of beers no one is willing to even drink let alone go to the bar as a beggar seeking reconciliation with the emperor bar tenders that’s already changed clothes countless times to narrowly escape the tyranny of the masses
Basically what I read from this is that you would rather drink beer than think, so I should too.
Your defining virtuous mess could justify Ted Bundy as being virtuous which is yet another issue with the disconnect between “Sacred Acedemia Husseralian Hell Mode” and actual life according to God. Tl;dr Go outside
Every time a scholar gets stung by a mole, he often loses the words to his philosophy and yet again must undergo many sessions of re-evaluation and disciplinary arts to revive the process for academia itself. This disconnect is required in business as well. Too deep of a communion with the consumer makes one a consumer. I.e. never get High off the supply
None of this is self-aware as the self is always limited by the object of perception which is included in perception which the self is neither the perceiver or the perceived yet perception lashes out in deranged cries to various anchors in desperation to win something, anything at all, to contribute or decontribute and always through the shadily propagated alchemists stone -a hideous Judeo-Kantian feat that must be sissyphean tasked at all costs (due to man’s displeasure with himself and permanent seeking of his own erasure through the lens of time which does not even exist outside of the structures of modernity’s fabrications. Ancient Zoroastrians lived as long as abyssic sea animals in terrible conditions)such as trying to prove that Gravity even exists when physics can be attributed to more than just the 5 senses but that opens a can of beers no one is willing to even drink let alone go to the bar as a beggar seeking reconciliation with the emperor bar tenders that’s already changed clothes countless times to narrowly escape the tyranny of the masses
That's what I'm saying. And egotistically he has to paint an image of having "Hyper Self awareness on a level no one else has while wanting others to validate if he's a good person.
Mind you this is someone who does claim to be the smartest person to the point of loneliness, but only when it suits him. Now he's adopting ideas from Zena, and agreeing he doesn't think them inferior which is different than the version of him that claims intellectual supremacy, though still claiming hyper awareness on a level greater than anyone else.
To say "I'm hyper aware, does this make me a bad person" in itself is breadcrumbing, phishing for consensus, as his mind is conditioned to rely on consensus in order for things to feel genuine or real. What he thinks and what he feels isn't enough, he needs others, NOT to figure him out, but to add to the, as he says "Character he plays" This is why when I showed him an example with the golden ratio, he sets focus on me being able to showcase a real form of hyper awareness, then doubts and discredits it.
I proved it as a second side note, to a side note. Let that sink in. The golden ration was a side note. I proved the side note, and now the entire conversation between him and I, are about a side note, which is actually a genuine display, and he doesn't do genuine displays for the, as he says himself, character he plays.
Ok so here comes the character assassination again.
And egotistically he has to paint an image of having "Hyper Self awareness on a level no one else has while wanting others to validate if he's a good person.
I said other things as well, but you felt insecure about that part I presume. Xena, who I have a huge crush on, didn't.
Mind you this is someone who does claim to be the smartest person to the point of loneliness, but only when it suits him. Now he's adopting ideas from Zena, and agreeing he doesn't think them inferior which is different than the version of him that claims intellectual supremacy, though still claiming hyper awareness on a level greater than anyone else.
No I said I'm in the top 0.001% of the population in terms of intelligence.
I'm smarter than TC, Delora, and Dragoon, yes. It does not make them inferior. If it turned out they were smarter than me after all, I would feel nothing. You think it's an ego thing for me. It's not. It's a fact thing.
If I could be dumber and lead a normal life, I probably would. I enjoy intellectual challenges but not because I'm better than everyone at them.
To say "I'm hyper aware, does this make me a bad person" in itself is breadcrumbing, phishing for consensus, as his mind is conditioned to rely on consensus in order for things to feel genuine or real. What he thinks and what he feels isn't enough, he needs others, NOT to figure him out, but to add to the, as he says "Character he plays" This is why when I showed him an example with the golden ratio, he sets focus on me being able to showcase a real form of hyper awareness, then doubts and discredits it.
I place some emphasis on consensus yes. When everyone stops at the red light are you going to be the contraction who walks in and gets hit by a car? You, I, and everyone rely on consensus to some degree, whether we admit it or not.
I mean take your tirade about Trump for example. Most of the things I hear you say I've heard others say too. Oh no, Spatial relies on consensus! Give me a break.
Regarding the golden ratio thing, lol, you can be hyper focused, I don't care. It's not taking anything away from me. You're like the jealous cousin who downplays their cousin's PhD because they feel insecure about working in the factory line or something.
I proved it as a second side note, to a side note. Let that sink in. The golden ration was a side note. I proved the side note, and now the entire conversation between him and I, are about a side note, which is actually a genuine display, and he doesn't do genuine displays for the, as he says himself, character he plays.
Well if you dont want to talk about it then maybe dont mention it.
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...wait, did you pick that fetus as your avatar because it conforms to the Golden Ratio shape?
Do you know how often it doesn't? This is some crazy OCD shit.
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...wait, did you pick that fetus as your avatar because it conforms to the Golden Ratio shape?
Do you know how often it doesn't? This is some crazy OCD shit.
I picked the fetus as my avatar cause I'm pro life, and I think this image is cool. I'm sure it's all CG.
What lead you to start attacking my avatar all of a sudden ?
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Ok so here comes the character assassination again.
And egotistically he has to paint an image of having "Hyper Self awareness on a level no one else has while wanting others to validate if he's a good person.I said other things as well, but you felt insecure about that part I presume. Xena, who I have a huge crush on, didn't.
But Legga, I said the first time I'm going to focus on that 1 line. It's not a matter of insecurity. It seems like I'm setting focus on the 1 thing you said you don't want focused on.
Even now you're not going by your own means, you've adopted Xena's perception while throwing flattery her way.
Mind you this is someone who does claim to be the smartest person to the point of loneliness, but only when it suits him. Now he's adopting ideas from Zena, and agreeing he doesn't think them inferior which is different than the version of him that claims intellectual supremacy, though still claiming hyper awareness on a level greater than anyone else.No I said I'm in the top 0.001% of the population in terms of intelligence.
I'm smarter than TC, Delora, and Dragoon, yes. It does not make them inferior. If it turned out they were smarter than me after all, I would feel nothing. You think it's an ego thing for me. It's not. It's a fact thing.
Oh I never said they were "inferior", that was the buzzword Xena stuffed in your head in this very thread, and now you're using it as a talking point to argue with me. You're programmable.
I said "let's see what you got here".... Nate, Dragoon Delora. The people you claim to be smarter than, but you're actually aligned with them intellectually.
If I could be dumber and lead a normal life, I probably would. I enjoy intellectual challenges but not because I'm better than everyone at them.
Boo hoo. But instead you're just too smart and alone.
You don't enjoy intellectual challenges. Not in here anyway.
To say "I'm hyper aware, does this make me a bad person" in itself is breadcrumbing, phishing for consensus, as his mind is conditioned to rely on consensus in order for things to feel genuine or real. What he thinks and what he feels isn't enough, he needs others, NOT to figure him out, but to add to the, as he says "Character he plays" This is why when I showed him an example with the golden ratio, he sets focus on me being able to showcase a real form of hyper awareness, then doubts and discredits it.I place some emphasis on consensus yes. When everyone stops at the red light are you going to be the contraction who walks in and gets hit by a car? You, I, and everyone rely on consensus to some degree, whether we admit it or not.
Any idiot can follow a traffic signal and know the consequence of not doing so. We're talking about you lacking the ability to formulate a conclusion about yourself while claiming to be hyper self away.
I mean take your tirade about Trump for example. Most of the things I hear you say I've heard others say too. Oh no, Spatial relies on consensus! Give me a break.
On Election night 2020, that same night I called them stealing the election. I know this because of the parabolic spike that happened that same night in favor of Joe Biden. On graphs these spikes are an indication for market manipulation, to see it on an election live chart is insane, but it happend. I never waited for others, and when I looked around people saw the same thing I did, and even Trump himself called it a stolen election.
People see the same things, and will say the same things.
When Iran was killing their own people, I said to that Persian woman, Let's hope Trump will get'em, she said "I hope" Trump got him. I honestly cannot come up with something about Trump no one else is saying Legga, you dummy. I say Trump did this and that, and it's good, I'm not the only one saying it.
Also I don't on tirades about Trump, that's something you do. And I get it, you want transexuals to use the same washroom as little girls and play sports with the men and Trump's not letting it happen.
Regarding the golden ratio thing, lol, you can be hyper focused, I don't care. It's not taking anything away from me. You're like the jealous cousin who downplays their cousin's PhD because they feel insecure about working in the factory line or something.
It's still pointing out something about you, and you are currently in the 3rd stage of denial, where you'll laugh.
The side note is a side note that continues to distract you for being genuine, but side note aside, you're also ignore my question in regards to what you've said in that line, and I won't be getting an answer as you question the question and want to fence with the side note, as I said you would.
Plus why would I be the jealous one here Doctor ? Do I have some ego or reputation to protect like you do Mr. smart guy ?
I proved it as a second side note, to a side note. Let that sink in. The golden ration was a side note. I proved the side note, and now the entire conversation between him and I, are about a side note, which is actually a genuine display, and he doesn't do genuine displays for the, as he says himself, character he plays.Well if you dont want to talk about it then maybe dont mention it.
And there it is. Called it.
What bothers you about that "side note" is what went behind it. You doubted something that was proven to you. You say it has nothing to do with anything, but it did point out the most important sentence in what you wrote. And that's what I'm focusing on. You don't like being figured out and you don't like when the character you play and the real you are merged. You just want people to say you're a good person same as when you want people to say you're a man when you want them to.
You see things in others and it triggers you. I told you many times you're not like me.
...wait, did you pick that fetus as your avatar because it conforms to the Golden Ratio shape?
Do you know how often it doesn't? This is some crazy OCD shit.I picked the fetus as my avatar cause I'm pro life, and I think this image is cool. I'm sure it's all CG.
What lead you to start attacking my avatar all of a sudden ?
Image of the golden ratio next to your avatar had me like 'waaait'...
lol don't mind me carry on.
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