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Dragoonback said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

 

The fact that's there's not much context clues in text and the way you feel the need to make condescending remarks and are constantly measuring/comparing people just makes it hard to tell if you're just bragging or not (when mentioning stuff like someone hurting themselves out of frustration with you right in front of you) which is the easier thing to assume. I was more energetic about that stuff before, although now I'm more accepting of my own nihilism as I get older, and no I don't see nihilism as a sad thing.

If you're nihilistic, then you shouldn't worry if people disagree with it. You say now you're more accepting of your own nihilism, okay. 

It shouldn't trigger you if someone else believes in purpose and life having meaning. To you this is somehow negative. If I say this makes you toxic to me, that means I'm a dick toward you or something of that nature. 

You for one like to side with someone who wants to measure and compare. To make achievements into a contest, yet at the same time criticise that persons target (which is me) for constantly measuring and comparing people. My additional opinion on that you'd find condescending so I'll keep it to myself, but you have to admit that is quite hypocritical.   

Another thing to note, I don't compare people nor do I go around saying I'm better than anyone, though I'm sure I've expressed a low vibrational character doesn't inspire me. If someone has given up or just going to settle for less, I'm not going to praise wasted potential, or tell them what they should do instead. 

It just seems you've adopted this idea of masculinity of using women and then also being anti-abortion while having an ideology that nobody has to share resources with the offspring, likely leaving it to suffer entirely.

"It just seems" = That's the problem right there. You don't even have any examples.

Whatever idea you have of me and some concept of masculinity using women, that idea never came from me. When asked I would tell you on a grand scale women use men way more in general.   

Basically the idea that object permanency applies to only certain people but newly born are just candle wick apparently. Somehow it's only a "program" for me, yet not a "program" for you. I just think you cannot comprehend empathy, and yet you like to become involved with ideas/policy born of empathy (mostly as a way to troll or "disprove") with the insistence that those that see life as samsara (a cycle of desire, pain, and ultimately death negating it all) are simply programmed instead of people who are taught to indulge in desire without hold. (I guess also partially out of some idea that life is meant to be exploited to extinction)

My main theme since I've been here, is about transformation, not permanency. "The Process of Self Transformation" is something I've talked about before Luna's SC. Last year I had an ex member Ellie, come here and ask about it, and to my surprise I was able to find and screenshot it from 2013. A piece I wrote how transformation comes as an opportunity when the ego reaches a breaking point, to change for the better or worse, and worse if we don't change as a broken ego cannot carry on when reality presents itself in ways the ego cannot coexist. This does not apply to just me, it applies to everyone, and I brought it up to some members especially Med, who hopelessly refuses to transform and instead stick with an ego that cannot serve her, so she'll remain suffering. It can be done, she just doesn't do it. And no it doesn't happen on it's own. The opportunity in self transformation under distress isn't automatic, it's a "choice" and I did say it was a choice long ago.  

We all have programming, even me, but I do implement critical thinking and I'm not going confront someone because someone else slapped a label on them. The only ones here that say I abuse women or hate them are Nathan and you, and there you are following his lead. Historically I treated SC women better than Nathan did and I'm not at the receiving end of being hated for hating women like you were lead to believe.

The truth is, you have no example of me hating or abusing women. Yes there are some women I dislike. A lot of them actually, but that's normal. Being pro life doesn't mean I'm abusive to women, and most people who are pro life ARE women and thanks to some accusers I'm happy about it, it's kinda liberating. 

I don't believe in transgenderism as demanded. You have the biology of a man it matters not what you identify as. but I do like Blair White, not because he managed to look nice but because he doesn't make demands that enable transexuals to push gender boundaries, plus he uses the mens room. It's not who you think you are, it's what you are. 

Some might say I dislike women for this reason, but it shouldn't matter because there are some (real women) I dislike anyway. 

And I'm gonna be honest about the videogame stuff, I did pretty much correctly assume the direction of it as needing to become more focused on unbalanced gameplay so it can milk more revenue off p2w models or games that cost an upfront 70 and yet are still boring and it's not because of wokeness, but I'm not saying it's because of anything else either. Off of text it's easy to assume I'm in deep critic but in reality my tone is more apathetic.

 I'm pretty sure in that thread you I and Cav talked about the RX 580 and how good it is even today. My suggestion ( not a command okay) was to fix, and maintain it and I posted footage of it running your games beautifully even with mods that boost graphical fidelity. You then mentioned how you wanted to upgrade to an RTX 5050, which is the dog of the RTX 5000 series GPU's and I wouldn't recommend upgrading from a 580 to that. And no I'm not knocking you for wanting a 5050, I'm just saying coming from a 580 it's not worth the upgrade. Sure the 5050 supports Nvidia's DLSS 4 and supports raytracing, but in reality when you turn on ray tracing it will choke up your game performance. None of the games you play have raytracing as an option, and when you do get a game that does, you'll feel the need to upgrade again. Not going to lie, DLSS 4 is nothing to scoff at as it's gotten pretty good, still its better to get a 5070 or a higher-end AMD GPU for cost efficiency. Anyway you probably got your 5050 by now and whatever issue you had with the 580 is gone. 

As for what you just said about p2w....

Is that YOU, in favor of greed in capitalism ? I believe it is. But there's another side to it. 

The video game industry is the largest entertainment industry in the world. What it makes is already bonkers. Gamers generally hate p2w. Some guy has the magic sword he bought for cash, then he'll kick the ass of those who play the game. 

There's 1 game I used to play that had an expensive p2w model I used to do that and spent 11k. They made a new game and their new game actually killed the old one and now that 11k game is gone. Now I play Nikke and after 2 grand I said fuck it. I'm going to stick to f2p. No rush, and I'm happy just grinding away at my own place. Look at the leaderboards. I'm talking to this guy and he's like "70k a year isn't enough to compete with me".

So yes, we're at a point where 1 game, can suck people dry and the only reward is being on top and you'll get 1000 more crystals for it which isn't even a 10 pull. Not to mention the game is easy as hell and you'll just wipe out everything with no skill required. 

I preordered Anthem for $80. It had the option to pay for convenience. Did it once, but had no reason to do it again. Now they took Anthem away cause no one had a reason to buy anything. They did stop updating it too. Such a beautiful game. We don't know how we appreciate things until it's gone. I want to fly again. All I have is hours of footage of my unique build in action. I'm pretty much done with gaming, now I'm Ai man. Yeah I'll play a little mobile game now and them and if I get into another triple A game, it'll have to be damn good, and no I won't be playing GTA 6.

Actually I got a 5050 because Windows kept breaking my rx580 drivers and a 5050 handles what games I do play well enough (low-mid graphics games) even though ironically I still haven't gone back to Windows. I just went with something newer without scrounging for used stuff this time or spending time researching (cause I mostly look at amd gpus ironically enough). Not saying it's a gpu I'd recommend or anything. I mean it just genuinely runs way better than the 580. I actually never use raytracing. 

"women use men way more." I mean I do think women are just human. I would say that forcing someone to give birth even if it's nonviable or lethal to the carrier is hurtful. 

Also someone has the biology of a brain not "of a man." It's choosy to reduce someone to XY chromosomes when you could say the same about a synapse, and it's focusing on and reducing them to genitalia at the same time.

Jada said: 

In the dream. My guess is the answer to that is somewhere in your psyche. Buried data or a reminder. I'd reckon you should know I know you, but you're somehow surprised I know who you are, what you look like, where you are, where you work. The fact you even asked is fun. It's cool that you asked the right question, so the dream is more profound to you than I thought.

I have a terrible memory. 

Maybe you heard it from Peach or Alice, though I doubt they'd share private conversations. Or maybe I said something in the past that was too specific. Or I saw you in another dream and told you. Or maybe you reverse searched my voice.

It doesnt matter. What matter is that my dreams echo reality.

Just so you're not looking over your shoulder on a daily basis, I don't plan on making any surprise visits, if I ever did plan on show up it would only be under agreement.

Good, because Id leave the forum the instant I thought that could happen and nobody here would ever see me again, as a matter of establishing plausible deniability.

HA HA HAAA ! Guy, it doesn't worry me if you don't come here anymore. Honestly though I'm not the type of man to go where I'm not welcome. 

 

I believe all of that, and its very impressive. Yes I'd say these are traits that are all part of your character and they're not made up.

So yes Legga, when you say you're this and that, to an observer it's just talk and really doesn't compare to what I've, ( are you ready for this) "showcased" here. This isn't a matter of me trying to wave my cock around, but what I did here isn't the kind of output that comes from a masked character pretending to be like this.

I believe that you can do the things your character does. It doesnt make your character real. I can be obsessive, but it doesnt make that trait any more real than, say, my loneliness. 

That's not to say I dislike the character, but you dont feel real to me. It feels like I'm talking to someone wearing a mask. I dont disbelieve any of your achievements. Those achievements are not the sum of who you are.

Well Legga. This is SC. It's not a place to list every detail about oneself. It's for same for any public venue including school and work. There are things about people we'll never know in this lifetime. This is even the case with people we know in person. Takes years to know someone. 

Achievements don't summarize a person. There are people who've done what I did but they aren't me.

Between you and I, I'd say you're the masked one, and while you do have a good track record, not everything you've boasted about yourself for argument sake, is true. 

Well Jim did scam Quin out of 15 grand, and I think he beat her ass. As for Trypt, I tried to warn him not to go there, she was having a psychotic episode before he went and was disrespecting him. Women do this thing with their suitors to see if they'll break under pressure, it's true if they crack her tang will dry up and she'll ditch. Trypt technically passed her shit tests. CS is mentally fucked and will do things like that to an extreme, but it's not uncommon for white people to have the same episodes. 

That's very black. Those shit tests involving violence is more common among black women. Not to say its bad. Sometimes you want women to stab you in the eye with a pencil. To feel alive.

You know the term Karen was made for hostile white women specifically right ?

If you google female violence.... You'll only see "Stop violence against women" so that search is useless.

Google female criminals, and what'll you see.... ? white white white white white white white. 

I dated blacks, whites, Asians, and the roughest was the white woman. 2nd most difficult is the Asian, they like play a like a mind games. Black women, very sweet. CS is fucked up but normally black women are very docile sweet and submissive. The ones I know are like angels. In the US the black woman is famous for high success rates, demographically speaking this is not a type of person that is violent.

I have a theory, that you don't really like black people. You see them as unintelligent animals. You constantly use black people in your avatars in this cesspool, I think it's an art of war approach, so the day you school someone, they can feel like they got schooled by a nigger, which is something that would offend you. 

Like I said. I a mulatto. Same with Obama, but I'm not like him cause he actually look like a black person. You look at those Tate Brothers, they are mixed, but so many people think they're white. I'm different than them, but like them I have the genes of white people too. 

While I'm fine being as I am, I don't see the benefit of having the white genes. If I can burn in the sun it would probably take weeks of being in the rays non stop all day. I don't know if I can burn, I'll just turn darker and darker, not red, just darker. 

IQ is linked to environment. Black people in Canada are bound to have higher IQ's than the stereotypical black man in the US, as Canada has a better educational system and lower rate of violence than the US. 

I also think your experience with black people in general are limited. Maybe you don't have any black friends, maybe you do, but 100% you don't have much experience with black people. 

Well, "the real me" hasn't been here in.. damn. I don't remember. Maybe 10 months. Probably not as long as the previous time which was over a year.

Ive noticed. Maybe its better to bring that other character somewhere else. I dont think this forum will appreciate you.

 I don't think you're appreciating me right now, and why ? Cause I know you, and I know the truth, and I know the truth about what you said to us about yourself in here.

- I'm the one you wanted to have a dick measuring contest with

- I'm the one only fucker who can confirm and deny what you say about yourself to be true or false. 

I can beg you to tell me I'm right, and you'll avoid answering it. But yes, "tell me if I'm right." 

In SC this type of stuff is very amusing, and I can assure you, this community DOES appreciate shit like this, and they'll want me to stay, and they'll want me to spill the beans. 

Don't give me your reasoning as to why I should go, I honestly cannot accept anything, but what's true. You will not manipulate or outsmart me that part of your ego must die. It's Satanic in nature. 

You had that dream for a reason, you talked about it and after some time I'm here, and I do have feedback, and I have things to tell you, and I even have a message probably because God wants you to hear it. 

Be honest. Doesn't matter if you're honest here though it's the better practice, but be honest with what you're doing. 

Personally I don't think you'll never reach an endgame, as it would spell the end of your operation and you'll need to move onto something else. 

Dragoonback said: 

"women use men way more." I mean I do think women are just human. I would say that forcing someone to give birth even if it's nonviable or lethal to the carrier is hurtful. 

In 2026, in the west especially, the ones who want children the most are women. 

People love their children, and will be devastated if anything bad were to happen to them. In most cases, by a landslide, women who give birth did so willingly. Some women will have the child and give it away, and some will kill the child. 

Of those 3 types of pregnancy outcomes, the woman who aborts shouldn't be worthy of the highest praise, while the other 2 are more happening for our species. 

Also someone has the biology of a brain not "of a man." It's choosy to reduce someone to XY chromosomes when you could say the same about a synapse, and it's focusing on and reducing them to genitalia at the same time.

 If you have a dick, use the mens room. Otherwise any predator can use the ladies room. It's also indecent exposure when children are around. 

If you have a dick, you're going to have to play sports with the men. Sorry. Of course that isn't the case, while we;ve seen men steal gold from women. 

Some say men and women are equal at sports, while they clap for a penis who smoked the ladies at the olympics. 

Women are no longer women. They are cis women..... This is identity theft. 

Sorry but every activity and space has to deal with unwanted changes until people learn to do something else or accept it in its new form. But instead you'd further take away people's sexual autonomy (or see it as no big deal, essentially being the same thing) leaving them further at risk of being sa'd with risk of pregnancy at schools/campsites/churches just because they tell you what you want to hear and identify as "straight." That's called willful ignorance and we've already seen this black and white bullshit fall apart in the past. You're so obsessed with some little last decade talking point that you're willing to get people hurt and shrug your shoulders and also ignore that there are still women with unwanted pregnancies and yes that includes those that change their minds. Why is it you don't give a fuck about the kid, yet you give a fuck if they have it? It's always easy to judge others instead of just letting life deal with reality in its own way. 

None of the above. if you're curious I can just tell you if you'd like.

If you DM it to me then yes. Otherwise there are too many people here who wish me unwell.

HA HA HAAA ! Guy, it doesn't worry me if you don't come here anymore. Honestly though I'm not the type of man to go where I'm not welcome.

Fair point.

Only impressive thing there I would say is the crypto stuff. The rest of the things there are just ordinary things people can do and no one really cares about. I listed the guitar cause you asked if I listen to rap music and I can list it as something more than just saying I can do.

I dont know about that, being able to play guitar is pretty cool. I tried to learn as a kid and my music teacher got angry because she wanted to give the guitar to her favorite student, and banished me from class for playing it. I was only ever allowed to sing, no instruments, while she focused all her attention to select few students who could always play. That Russian bitch. I still remember it like it was yesterday.

This is SC. It's not a place to list every detail about oneself. It's for same for any public venue including school and work. There are things about people we'll never know in this lifetime. This is even the case with people we know in person. Takes years to know someone.

Between you and I, I'd say you're the masked one, and while you do have a good track record, not everything you've boasted about yourself for argument sake, is true.

Im not really interested in continuing the track record discussion, Ive moved on already.

You know, youre right. Maybe youre not putting up any more of an act than any other person here or on the street. Maybe I was wrong.

I also think your experience with black people in general are limited. Maybe you don't have any black friends, maybe you do, but 100% you don't have much experience with black people.

That's true. Im not hostile to black people though. In my dream, you were white. My dream had echos of truth.

Im not really interested in having a lengthy race discussion.

I don't think you're appreciating me right now,

and why ? Cause I know you, and I know the truth, and I know the truth about what you said to us about yourself in here.

Im ready to move on from the whole track record discussion, I dont want to rehash the same thing. I want to grow as a person. I dont see how continuing this will help the cosmos.

Don't give me your reasoning as to why I should go, I honestly cannot accept anything, but what's true. You will not manipulate or outsmart me that part of your ego must die. It's Satanic in nature.

You had that dream for a reason, you talked about it and after some time I'm here, and I do have feedback, and I have things to tell you, and I even have a message probably because God wants you to hear it.

Be honest. Doesn't matter if you're honest here though it's the better practice, but be honest with what you're doing.

Personally I don't think you'll never reach an endgame, as it would spell the end of your operation and you'll need to move onto something else.

 Youre right. Im not sure if the endgame is even worth pursuing.