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Strange dream about Spatial


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There was some thought that went into this before I decided to make the post. Maybe its too weird to post about my dream with Spatial. But then I thought Ive made even more shameful posts about myself and that this one is mild by comparison. Besides, ever since my grandfather died my dreams have taken a greater weight in my life.

In my dream I was at an airport and I had SC open. I knew Spatial was at the same airport and after some hesitation asked him if he wants to meet up.

I didn't see him or hear anything back until after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet, and because its dream rules I recognized him immediately.

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white. He seemed like a normal guy, no surprise or anything when he saw me. He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

The dream ended there. I got to ask how he recognized me and he said its because I have blue eyes, so I inferred he was matching me to the average Nordic population. My only thoughts were that he seemed more pleasant than how he presents himself here, I was mildly surprised he didn't assault me. I did also have a passing thought why he wasnt surprised that I looked much more conservative than his descriptions of me out here but then again he was white and it made perfect sense to me.

 

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It’s time you move on from SC. you tie too much of your self worth to the place

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Jada said: 

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white.

Sounds about right. 

...after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet...

...

He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

 In the bathroom? 

Did he at least wash his hands first?

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There's a kind of strange psychosis that takes root in places like these where everyone is as unhealthy if not more mentally ill and the only antidote is to deracinate yourself. Why this happens I'm not sure, but the effect is very real.

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It’s time you move on from SC. you tie too much of your self worth to the place

Thanks for the concern. You should also move on.

My self worth is in my intrinsic character. I'm a good person. My dream brought me here, alongside a small hope that Spatial had a similar dream.

 

Jada said: 

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white.

Sounds about right. 

Does it?

I do see Spatial more as a white person.

 

...after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet...

...

He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

 In the bathroom? 

Did he at least wash his hands first?

He exited the bathroom with his hands blocked by the door when he opened it, so it was impossible to tell, though I assumed he did. The restrooms on flights are tiny so you have to wait outside with the other people. 

It was a pleasant encounter though I could feel the weight of what I've said to Spatial in the atmosphere. Do you ever regret the things you say to people even if you think what you've said is just? That's how I felt when I woke up.

 

There's a kind of strange psychosis that takes root in places like these where everyone is as unhealthy if not more mentally ill and the only antidote is to deracinate yourself. Why this happens I'm not sure, but the effect is very real.

That's why the most successful psychopaths come from broken neighborhoods.

last edit on 3/23/2026 1:16:34 PM
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