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It’s time you move on from SC. you tie too much of your self worth to the place

Jada said: 

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white.

Sounds about right. 

...after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet...

...

He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

 In the bathroom? 

Did he at least wash his hands first?

There's a kind of strange psychosis that takes root in places like these where everyone is as unhealthy if not more mentally ill and the only antidote is to deracinate yourself. Why this happens I'm not sure, but the effect is very real.

ButteredLoser said: 

It’s time you move on from SC. you tie too much of your self worth to the place

Thanks for the concern. You should also move on.

My self worth is in my intrinsic character. I'm a good person. My dream brought me here, alongside a small hope that Spatial had a similar dream.

Turncoat said: 

Jada said: 

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white.

Sounds about right. 

Does it?

I do see Spatial more as a white person.

...after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet...

...

He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

 In the bathroom? 

Did he at least wash his hands first?

He exited the bathroom with his hands blocked by the door when he opened it, so it was impossible to tell, though I assumed he did. The restrooms on flights are tiny so you have to wait outside with the other people. 

It was a pleasant encounter though I could feel the weight of what I've said to Spatial in the atmosphere. Do you ever regret the things you say to people even if you think what you've said is just? That's how I felt when I woke up.

There's a kind of strange psychosis that takes root in places like these where everyone is as unhealthy if not more mentally ill and the only antidote is to deracinate yourself. Why this happens I'm not sure, but the effect is very real.

That's why the most successful psychopaths come from broken neighborhoods.

You’re obsessed. That’s what you are. OBSESSED 

Jada said: 

There was some thought that went into this before I decided to make the post. Maybe its too weird to post about my dream with Spatial. But then I thought Ive made even more shameful posts about myself and that this one is mild by comparison. Besides, ever since my grandfather died my dreams have taken a greater weight in my life.

There's no shame in that. 

In my dream I was at an airport and I had SC open. I knew Spatial was at the same airport and after some hesitation asked him if he wants to meet up.

I didn't see him or hear anything back until after I boarded my plane and went to the toilet queue. He was in the toilet, and because its dream rules I recognized him immediately.

You wrote this on March 22nd. During that period of time I was visiting an old friend for a couple of days. For days we were eating these tacos he made. The meat was mixed with pumpkin, so I was shitting my guts out for 3 days. It's nice to clean out ones system, but there you go, while you had your dream my digestive system was in overdrive. The rest of your dream is symbolic. 

What was strange about Spatial was that he was white. He seemed like a normal guy, no surprise or anything when he saw me. He just turned to me and offered a handshake and said you must be *******, calling me by my first name. 

Both of my parents and younger Brother are white, though they are mixed. My parents Mothers were black. 

When I was born I was really black, then started turning white all in my infancy, now I"m caramel coloured. Older Brother is darker, and younger brother, like my parents remained white. 

I'm also French and Irish. I consider myself black, but I look neither black nor white. My hair isn't nappy, it's curly  but quite straight at shorter lengths. My hair has been very light brown, then turned black, and now, it's turning white.( I can't wait till it's all white.)  I'm like a futuristic human being, where only mixed races exist. I'm not white, but I have it coded in my DNA along with other races. In my opinion that makes me a finer. I also never had a sunburn despite my light skin. Only white people have multi-coloured hair. All the other races only have black hair and white hair with old age. I on the other hand, had 3 natural colours including the light brown cause my DNA has some cracka code.

I also noticed white racists historically loved me. Hells Angels dude, hated blacks, but he was so cool with me, he'd let me chill with his daughter ( my age ) in her room, and I met this Neo Nazi guy. The Nazi was weird but we drank at the same table and we were laughing. Maybe they saw me as a white person, who knows.    

The dream ended there. I got to ask how he recognized me and he said its because I have blue eyes, so I inferred he was matching me to the average Nordic population. My only thoughts were that he seemed more pleasant than how he presents himself here, I was mildly surprised he didn't assault me. I did also have a passing thought why he wasnt surprised that I looked much more conservative than his descriptions of me out here but then again he was white and it made perfect sense to me.

 If you approached me in person, I wouldn't know your name, but I would call you Legga. I do have an idea of what you look like, from the time you posted an image of yourself filtered with black skin. I would know from your approach and expression that you know me. I know your wrinkles. You have the smiling wrinkles by your eyes. Blond short hair, Gel or sprayed or whatever you use when in public. Well dressed. If not well dressed you'd dress preppy. 

You would approach me like George McFly has something to say, and I would see it in your face, as your identity is well guarded. Yes I would know you if came up and started talking to me.  

How I present myself here is experienced differently from person to person. You may have noticed last year Ellie and Slay swung by, and they had nothing but positivity toward me with fond memories. They're respect for me doesn't come from my hostility. Basically no one hates me, while the ones who actually do, are the ones I showed their own reflection. 

Yes I roughed you up too, and why ? Because you were being a spoiled little bitch, crying about Inq, who you managed to defeat, yet while he's down and you have the upper hand, you're swinging away and kicking the man while he's grounded, YEARS after he vanished. While it's not my job to fix you, if I do, I'm not going to be nice about it, as that wouldn't be very effective.  Ask me if a highly intelligent person would carry on in such a way, though you'd know my answer. 

Gemini. Dream of meeting someone on a plane. 

Gemini Ai said:

AI Overview
Meeting someone on a plane in a dream generally symbolizes new connections, personal growth, or a shared journey toward a goal. Because airplanes represent high-level thinking, ambitions, and transitions, meeting someone in this setting often highlights a relationship—new or old—that is helping you move forward in life.

Here is a breakdown of what this dream scenario can mean:
1. New Connections and Personal Growth
Meeting a Stranger: If you meet a new person, it may represent a new aspect of yourself you are discovering, or a new person entering your life to help you "fly" or achieve a goal.

Support on the Journey: A person met on a plane, particularly if they are comforting or supportive, represents a guide or supporter in your waking life helping you advance.

Openness to New Experiences: This dream often suggests that you are open to new ideas, opportunities, and connections that can lead to personal growth or improved relationships.

2. Old Friends or Loved Ones
Reconnection: Seeing an old friend or loved one on a plane can signify that you are about to reconnect with them, or that you are currently missing their support.

Shared Goals: If the person is a known friend or partner, it suggests that you are both working together toward a common goal or that they are aiding you in your life's journey.

3. Professional and Life Advancements
Career Advancement: Because planes signify a "takeoff" in life, meeting someone in this context can indicate a beneficial connection in your professional life.

Shared Ambition: You may meet someone who shares your desire to reach a higher position or achieve a major life ambition.

Key Contextual Clues
If the interaction was positive: It indicates that you are supported and confident in your current life path.

If you felt comfortable with the stranger: You are willing to embrace change and explore new aspects of yourself or the world.

If the person appeared familiar: They may represent a part of your own personality that you are just now connecting with.

In summary, meeting someone on a plane is a highly positive omen, indicating that you are not on your journey alone and that you have support—internally or externally—to rise above your current circumstances.

 It doesn't surprise me that your dream with me is a positive omen. It isn't bad luck when someone reacts to drive away foolishness away from another. In person I'm really calm, and well liked by a broad age group. Some point out my status and complement me as though they see it on my sleeve even if I'm quietly in the background. but I will detach from energies that rub me the wrong way, as I do experience physical pain when certain actions upset it. ( I say it, cause I would've been fine, but this thing I have triggers around bullshit and it nails me even more intensely if I don't act, or escape close proximity of some annoyance. )

In any case, if or when you no longer have tantrums about Inq, then you'll be better off. Displaying such a thing at your work will damage you. You ought to be smart enough to know you'd be better off being at peace with it. Like you won for fuck sakes, of course I'll choke you out for carrying on with Inq as you did after you already defeated him, that's among other things about you that disgusted me. I also choked you out when you transitioned, and look, you detransitioned, that would've shamed people who go along with that kind of shit. I'm not the type of person that will be all "Oh you're a he again ? Okay thanks for the update". Nope, not me, and I'd damn glad the pretentious doesn't govern my outlook.  

I don't particularly dislike you though. And just maybe, you did change, and found growth. These faggots here got nothing for you of value. Some of them want you ill. 

There's no shame in that.

Thanks.

You wrote this on March 22nd. During that period of time I was visiting an old friend for a couple of days. For days we were eating these tacos he made. The meat was mixed with pumpkin, so I was shitting my guts out for 3 days. It's nice to clean out ones system, but there you go, while you had your dream my digestive system was in overdrive. The rest of your dream is symbolic.

So that's why you were in the toilet then. You didn't seem like you were suffering.

Both of my parents and younger Brother are white, though they are mixed. My parents Mothers were black.

When I was born I was really black, then started turning white all in my infancy, now I"m caramel coloured. Older Brother is darker, and younger brother, like my parents remained white.

I'm also French and Irish. I consider myself black, but I look neither black nor white. My hair isn't nappy, it's curly but quite straight at shorter lengths. My hair has been very light brown, then turned black, and now, it's turning white.( I can't wait till it's all white.) I'm like a futuristic human being, where only mixed races exist. I'm not white, but I have it coded in my DNA along with other races. In my opinion that makes me a finer. I also never had a sunburn despite my light skin. Only white people have multi-coloured hair. All the other races only have black hair and white hair with old age. I on the other hand, had 3 natural colours including the light brown cause my DNA has some cracka code.

I also noticed white racists historically loved me. Hells Angels dude, hated blacks, but he was so cool with me, he'd let me chill with his daughter ( my age ) in her room, and I met this Neo Nazi guy. The Nazi was weird but we drank at the same table and we were laughing. Maybe they saw me as a white person, who knows.

I hope you at least listen to rap music and do crime or something.

My recollection of how you looked like in the dream has faded. I can only vaguely remember that you looked white and quite neat. Your expression was "polite", like you had our recent discussion in your fresh recollection but decided not to mind it. And your reply confirms this.

If you approached me in person, I wouldn't know your name, but I would call you Legga. I do have an idea of what you look like, from the time you posted an image of yourself filtered with black skin. I would know from your approach and expression that you know me. I know your wrinkles. You have the smiling wrinkles by your eyes. Blond short hair, Gel or sprayed or whatever you use when in public. Well dressed. If not well dressed you'd dress preppy.

I guess it makes sense since youre the only person here who figured out I was a white guy. Or maybe that's just a projection because youre white yet pretend to be black. Who knows. I've met people from Trinidad before and they seem more white than black.

The well dressed part, semi blonde hair and smile wrinkles are accurate, though I dont use hair gel. Maybe you would recognize me, I dont blend into the crowd. I doubt it though, because of how different you pretend your image of me is compared with reality.

You would approach me like George McFly has something to say, and I would see it in your face, as your identity is well guarded. Yes I would know you if came up and started talking to me.

I dont know who George McFly is but I didn't come to talk to you in the dream. I was in the toilet queue looking at the toilet and you walked past me and then turned and offered to shake my hand. I'm very good at looking bored. I dont think you'd recognize me. Though I had messaged you that Im at the airport so maybe then.

How I present myself here is experienced differently from person to person. You may have noticed last year Ellie and Slay swung by, and they had nothing but positivity toward me with fond memories. They're respect for me doesn't come from my hostility. Basically no one hates me, while the ones who actually do, are the ones I showed their own reflection.

Everyone has an ugly side. Your weakness is that you cant let go. Mine is that I'm not afraid of how much it pains others that I'm smarter than them. Sometimes I hide it, but usually it backfires even more.

Yes I roughed you up too, and why ? Because you were being a spoiled little bitch, crying about Inq, who you managed to defeat, yet while he's down and you have the upper hand, you're swinging away and kicking the man while he's grounded, YEARS after he vanished. While it's not my job to fix you, if I do, I'm not going to be nice about it, as that wouldn't be very effective. Ask me if a highly intelligent person would carry on in such a way, though you'd know my answer.

I'm ready to move on from this topic since I already won by all accounts.

I don't particularly dislike you though. And just maybe, you did change, and found growth. These faggots here got nothing for you of value. Some of them want you ill.

Hence why you chose not to assault me on the plane and why its a good omen.

I dont think you dislike me at all, or even yourself believe what you say about me, given how self conscious you are. Unlike TC I think you're smarter than you let others on. 

I think you are a pretend character here. I think in reality you're smart and restrained.

Jada said: 

Mine is that I'm not afraid of how much it pains others that I'm smarter than them. 

The words of a narcissist never shine this true. 

People who are actually smart, question their own intelligence. It's the essence of Dunning Kruger, and proof that your ego is your own downfall when it comes to matters of intelligence over a lack of rigor behind it. It's also why they are so smart; Even with an opponent 'beneath them' they will still ask questions to better themselves, while you seem quite content where you are like I'm used to seeing from idiots who do not challenge themselves enough. 

Smart people question how someone dumber than them answered the question faster, while you feel no one is your equal. What you call intelligence is delusion once it encounters someone who isn't retarded. 

Yes I roughed you up too, and why ? Because you were being a spoiled little bitch, crying about Inq, who you managed to defeat, yet while he's down and you have the upper hand, you're swinging away and kicking the man while he's grounded, YEARS after he vanished. While it's not my job to fix you, if I do, I'm not going to be nice about it, as that wouldn't be very effective. Ask me if a highly intelligent person would carry on in such a way, though you'd know my answer.

I'm ready to move on from this topic since I already won by all accounts.

Legga's winning, stop lying. 

You presume yourself the judge, but the judge is the world's stage. 

I dont think you dislike me at all, or even yourself believe what you say about me, given how self conscious you are. Unlike TC I think you're smarter than you let others on. 

You take success to mean perceived intelligence, but what does it say when someone less intelligent than you succeeds where you fail? 

I need not remind you both Legga and I have had a 'Trans Moment'. 

I think you are a pretend character here. I think in reality you're smart and restrained.

And who told you that, me right? 

By your metric he must be real, unless you mean to agree with me for once rather than be contrarian. 

Jada said: 

You wrote this on March 22nd. During that period of time I was visiting an old friend for a couple of days. For days we were eating these tacos he made. The meat was mixed with pumpkin, so I was shitting my guts out for 3 days. It's nice to clean out ones system, but there you go, while you had your dream my digestive system was in overdrive. The rest of your dream is symbolic.

So that's why you were in the toilet then. You didn't seem like you were suffering.

I don't go in toilets. We say washroom, and I wasn't suffering either. 

I haven't categorized a lot of my music, but I also made country sounding bluegrass music on the guitar. With music software I've made all kinds of music, but nothing as basic as hip-hop or looped samples. 

If you approached me in person, I wouldn't know your name, but I would call you Legga. I do have an idea of what you look like, from the time you posted an image of yourself filtered with black skin. I would know from your approach and expression that you know me. I know your wrinkles. You have the smiling wrinkles by your eyes. Blond short hair, Gel or sprayed or whatever you use when in public. Well dressed. If not well dressed you'd dress preppy.

I guess it makes sense since youre the only person here who figured out I was a white guy. Or maybe that's just a projection because youre white yet pretend to be black. Who knows.

Said the white guy, who only uses black people in his many avatars. 

I've met people from Trinidad before and they seem more white than black.

If I put that on a T-Shirt and walked around Port of Spain Trinidad. I'd find no peace from the various hot and cold reactions.  Dude. it's things like this that forces me to measure your intelligence. -_-

Less than 1% of Trinidad is white. It also amazes me how my parents got together as rare as they were on those lands and had offspring. Probably the only time it ever happened in Trinidad. At the time of my birth Trinidad had a population of 1 million. 

Trinidad does have diversity but the culture behind it.... Well it isn't white. The Trinidadian accent is very caribbean. The accent is even musical. When you think caribbean, you don't think about Johnny Depp playing pirate. It's black people over there, and they don't speak like Europeans.  

The well dressed part, semi blonde hair and smile wrinkles are accurate, though I dont use hair gel. Maybe you would recognize me, I dont blend into the crowd. I doubt it though, because of how different you pretend your image of me is compared with reality.

To be honest, Legga, I know more about you than you realize. Had you narrowed down to 2 people. Keyword had. 

You would approach me like George McFly has something to say, and I would see it in your face, as your identity is well guarded. Yes I would know you if came up and started talking to me.

I dont know who George McFly is but I didn't come to talk to you in the dream. I was in the toilet queue looking at the toilet and you walked past me and then turned and offered to shake my hand. I'm very good at looking bored. I dont think you'd recognize me. Though I had messaged you that Im at the airport so maybe then.

You were asked if I washed my hands in the dream, and you responded you did not see my hands. 

That's just an observation.

How I present myself here is experienced differently from person to person. You may have noticed last year Ellie and Slay swung by, and they had nothing but positivity toward me with fond memories. They're respect for me doesn't come from my hostility. Basically no one hates me, while the ones who actually do, are the ones I showed their own reflection.

Everyone has an ugly side. Your weakness is that you cant let go. Mine is that I'm not afraid of how much it pains others that I'm smarter than them. Sometimes I hide it, but usually it backfires even more.

Can you give me any examples of that so called weakness of mine ?

I distanced myself from someone I love, and in 2024 for the first time I cut them loose. She reached out not too long ago and I did it again. This is not a game I'm playing i have to guard my energy. Even thinking of her less, it's quite good. 

Yes I roughed you up too, and why ? Because you were being a spoiled little bitch, crying about Inq, who you managed to defeat, yet while he's down and you have the upper hand, you're swinging away and kicking the man while he's grounded, YEARS after he vanished. While it's not my job to fix you, if I do, I'm not going to be nice about it, as that wouldn't be very effective. Ask me if a highly intelligent person would carry on in such a way, though you'd know my answer.

I'm ready to move on from this topic since I already won by all accounts.

I don't particularly dislike you though. And just maybe, you did change, and found growth. These faggots here got nothing for you of value. Some of them want you ill.

Hence why you chose not to assault me on the plane and why its a good omen.

I dont think you dislike me at all, or even yourself believe what you say about me, given how self conscious you are. Unlike TC I think you're smarter than you let others on. 

I think you are a pretend character here. I think in reality you're smart and restrained.

 I can't be a pretend character in here. I was doxed long ago. 

With you I've been restrained Legga for several years. 

Your first initial is D. and your last name starts with a B. Your full name is ****** *******

I've been restrained and have been even when you bullshit about who you are, what you've done and do, and your credentials.

I know who you are and what you do for a living. So when I say in here you're the pretend character, don't bother adding how I or everyone here is. I'm not like you, nor are you like me. You nor Nathan have me figured out either, but you're right about a few things, yes I'm obviously very intelligent, and yes I'm restrained. Am I not *** ? 

Do you prefer *** or just ****** ? I'll never call you *****, that's gay and I'm not, while you are. 

Your claim is how I wouldn't really assault you in person. As you feel I assaulted you in here as you say, for being super intelligent.  

My claim is I spoke the truth. I don't say "I don't think you're intelligent" because I'm out to offend you, nor do smart people trigger me in anyway. I say it cause I don't see you as highly intelligent. That plus you being a pretend character. 

You're bothered by me is all. It's about control and the satisfaction of playing me. You have the others believing in who you claim to be, but they don't know you like I do. Their validation doesn't matter to you. ( Doesn't matter to me either ). You say I play a character in here, yet no one else can fake this. They can only repeat me. 

Bullshit if you want, but when people bring me their dirty laundry and insist it is what it is, those same people might claim I attacked them when all I did was defend and fight for the truth. I'm not free when I have to make believe to appease those who never earned my respect or validation. 

In reality if you saw me, you wouldn't approach me. You wouldn't approach anyone from here, cause if they met you and knew your real name, they would see you the way I do. It's an isolating energetic block you've created for yourself.