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Buttered Toast said: 

Jada said: 

This feels like a safe place then with all you lot here. I was diagnosed with Tourette's and then later in life I decided I didn't want to have tourette's anymore so I didn't have it then. Same with ADHD and dyslexia. I wished it all away, and then it was gone.

How do you deal with schizophrenia? What are the symptoms?

 Jada is right: this is safe enough of a place to talk about it, Delora.  I am curious what led to the diagnosis, why now, etc.  How distracting is it?

 Well ok

So I first started hearing voices because of my abusive teacher boss Chris 

But they were super mild and I ignored them 

Even though I had much worse things happen to me sooner in life 

However during boss Chris I did use weed 

Although also before it. 

But he would say things purposefully to trigger my PTSD over and over again and would laugh and enjoy it it's a long story that's the same class I met my current girlfriend in 

Later however, this week, I found out my best friend died via suicide this month. She was 27 years old.

And I lost it. The voices started to be a lot more frequent and I was screaming and crying until I was basically sedated lmfao 

Now I'm on abilify but the bottle isn't the brand name but it's the same thing 

Plus some kind of adhd med 

Lol

It is distracting af sometimes I get so overwhelmed I just want to stay in bed and close my eyes until it goes away

If anyone wants to have some fun with the guy DM me I hate his guts

 Abilify makes you want sex. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia recently too, but it’s not true for me. I’m not taking medicine though. 

Delora said: 

I don't want to get too into it I'm actually ashamed. I'm on abilify and it makes it impossible to fucking make sense of anything atm. 

Delora said: 

cx3 said: 

I'm strongly inclined to no longer take this site seriously because not many people here possess dark triad traits but are generally considered autistic schizophrenic or bipolar 

 Most people with mental struggles have at least one dark triad trait because dark triad traits are coping mechanisms

 Smart and true

Failure said: 

 Abilify makes you want sex. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia recently too, but it’s not true for me. I’m not taking medicine though. 

Delora said: 

I don't want to get too into it I'm actually ashamed. I'm on abilify and it makes it impossible to fucking make sense of anything atm. 

 I had an amazing sex dream recently and felt everything and there was so much cum 

Failure said: 

Delora said: 

cx3 said: 

I'm strongly inclined to no longer take this site seriously because not many people here possess dark triad traits but are generally considered autistic schizophrenic or bipolar 

 Most people with mental struggles have at least one dark triad trait because dark triad traits are coping mechanisms

 Smart and true

 Ty

Theres some famous psylocibin obsessive that claims the same thing. He just took lots of mushrooms and wished all the mental illness away.

Jada said: 

This feels like a safe place then with all you lot here. I was diagnosed with Tourette's and then later in life I decided I didn't want to have tourette's anymore so I didn't have it then. Same with ADHD and dyslexia. I wished it all away, and then it was gone.

obsolescence said: 

Theres some famous psylocibin obsessive that claims the same thing. He just took lots of mushrooms and wished all the mental illness away.

Jada said: 

This feels like a safe place then with all you lot here. I was diagnosed with Tourette's and then later in life I decided I didn't want to have tourette's anymore so I didn't have it then. Same with ADHD and dyslexia. I wished it all away, and then it was gone.

 Does this really work? I'm new to dealing with this exact situation and I do want all of it to be gone. 

I don't remember if you received a disability pension before, but now it should be more than before. It's good.