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I’m diagnosed schizophrenic atm and I take 1064mg of abilify by injection every 2 months. That being said I’ve been diagnosed psychotic, shizoid, skitzoaffective, depressed, another type of psychotic, and now schizophrenic. I don’t really care what those pieces of paper say anymore, last time I was in jail I just said “I will kill you” to a deputy and all I had to say was “I was talking to the voices in my head”. Then I called him a faggot and he said “You think I’m a faggot” and then I said “Yes because you want to have sex with me” and he said “You think I want to have sex with you?” And then I reported him for saying “I’m a faggot” and for saying “I want to have sex with you”.

This feels like a safe place then with all you lot here. I was diagnosed with Tourette's and then later in life I decided I didn't want to have tourette's anymore so I didn't have it then. Same with ADHD and dyslexia. I wished it all away, and then it was gone.

How do you deal with schizophrenia? What are the symptoms?

Delora said: 

I don't want to get too into it I'm actually ashamed.

/feels personally judged

I'm strongly inclined to no longer take this site seriously because not many people here possess dark triad traits but are generally considered autistic schizophrenic or bipolar 

I’m falsely diagnosed by a liar does that help

Chapo said: 

I’m diagnosed schizophrenic atm and I take 1064mg of abilify by injection every 2 months. That being said I’ve been diagnosed psychotic, shizoid, skitzoaffective, depressed, another type of psychotic, and now schizophrenic. I don’t really care what those pieces of paper say anymore, last time I was in jail I just said “I will kill you” to a deputy and all I had to say was “I was talking to the voices in my head”. Then I called him a faggot and he said “You think I’m a faggot” and then I said “Yes because you want to have sex with me” and he said “You think I want to have sex with you?” And then I reported him for saying “I’m a faggot” and for saying “I want to have sex with you”.

 I don't get the point of half of what you wrote what is your point what conclusion should I have for the second half

Theholyspirit said: 

I’m falsely diagnosed by a liar does that help

 No you definitely have something but I'm not a professional so I can't say what but something.

cx3 said: 

I'm strongly inclined to no longer take this site seriously because not many people here possess dark triad traits but are generally considered autistic schizophrenic or bipolar 

 Most people with mental struggles have at least one dark triad trait because dark triad traits are coping mechanisms

Turncoat said: 

Delora said: 

I don't want to get too into it I'm actually ashamed.

/feels personally judged

 

 I'm sorry tc I'm not judging you. I have been dealing with a lot lately and I was inconsiderate and I hope you can forgive me. The recent post I made says this too and like 

I shouldn't have said it. 

I never judged you on this. I tend to judge myself but not others over a lot of things I don't know why. 

I never looked down on you for having what you do. And I hope you know that despite my clumsy struggle to show it I do actually respect you as a person. I know we haven't spoken lately, but I hope we are still friends. And I'm genuinely truly sorry. 

I go through a lot and I'm a hell of an idiot when it comes to dealing with it. I hope you can forgive me on that. I hope I haven't pushed you away and I'm sorry if I did because I have come to value you as a person quite a bit. 

A lot of what I do and say can also be misinterpreted by others to have multiple deeper meanings that are not there. This is how neurotypicals communicate. This is not how I communicate unless I am doing it on purpose and putting a lot of effort into it. Which I'm usually not.