I guess a lot of it would be answered if you could explain why you still bother to continue posting on the forum.
"please tell us you are here because you love us luna"
this is what i hear from you. insecurity :P
i post here because you are the loser family i grew up with and i am sentimental toward my childhood friends and family :Pits just typical human evolved nolstalgic sentimantality
I’m down to consider you as my little (step)sister
its not virtuious gloating
i really do feel pitty for all of humanity and life in general..... this reality is a tragic blood bath full of carnage and destruction and we evolved to really focus on the negatives
the true path to happiness is not caring though......... or if you can't stop yourself from caring..... then just stop yourself from thinking about the things that make you careNot caring is a type of dysfunction.
There are people who took the happy pill (SSRI) to treat depression, and while they felt better, they never gave a fuck about others. Only themselves. They were too blind to see it cause the happy pill seemed to be the answer to their prayers.
After a long period of time they'd ween off the pills, and they had regrets like you wouldn't believed. Some got divorced only to realize they still love their ex spouse, some ended up alone cause the pill turned them into assholes.
Can someone really be happy by themselves ? Maybe if they got out of a bad relationship and now enjoy peace in solitude, but even they will need good company eventually.
We don't enjoy nice things alone. No one hops in a Lambo and acts as though it's nothing. The machine itself is about standing out and getting lots of attention. Or you get anything nice. You got a sweet rig, it's even better when you can show it to somrone, and if you can't, things won't make you happy.
i have never taken a ssri or any other pills because i'm not an idiot who just lets some random person tell me who i am and that something is wrong wiht me... we are all spceial and unique and ssris are just a way to control us
Never said you did. The happy pill is an example of what happens when not giving a shit. If we were all like that we'd go extinct.
we don't enjoy nice things alone? what about walking at 1am down a dark street with a street light over-head, fog off in the distance... that vibe of being the only person in the universe. that doesn't give you peace? or being in an open field, flowers, butter flies, a cool breaze... its tranquility.... you don't find joy in tranqulity? you really need some human around you to socialize with? are you nothing without other people?
Season 1 of Puppygirl adventures.
What ended up happening ?
I do believe someone ran out of money and had to return to who ? The family ?
I wonder what would've happened if puppygirl never had anyone to run to when the shit hit the fan.
And what's this thread ?
Why, I do believe it's show and tell !
Tell us Luna, does it make you happy to share your good news, or tell us about your adventures ?
I'd argue you're nothing without other people, if I'm wrong then next time you can perform the engine swap yourself.
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People are important. They often hold the keys to our dreams in some way shape or form. Without others we'd find ourselves in the stoneage with no tools or camping gear, as those things are made by other people.
One can boast about the enjoyment of solitude, but if you're online being a regular on a forum or on discord, you're certainly not one of those weirdo's that live in a shed out in the wild with no human contact.
If you're Buddhist, you are interested in seeking non-attachment, freedom from desire -- the suffering these things cause. It would mean finding equanimity no matter your circumstances, dealing with them how they are and not just how you think of them. The Eightfold Path and the Middle Way are viable, because working on yourself also benefits your community, in the way it is practiced. It isn't about isolation, but realizing you already fit in.
You can find yourself and be yourself alone or in the midst of people. It doesn't deny your place among people, nor invalidates you as a person. It's "both and", not "either or".
The reaction you're having is more of one finding threat in contrary thoughts and feelings. The irony is in the way you're behaving according to your expressed philosophy: so keen on separation, independent and free of thought, yet still interested in telling people about it...and defend it among such people. If such human connection matters so little, wouldn't it make sense (if you believed it) that you'd care less about even making a point about it so often? Why post anything at all, you know? I'm only curious how this inconsistency works in your mind.
ya that's why i dont think i am buddhist. because 100% non-attachment sounds boring... like sure i'm god, and I can do whatever I want.... but what do I really want? i certainly DO NOT WANT to just try to end my kharmic cycle and achieve some kind of enlightenment
instead i want to create, and have control over my mind, my thoughts, my habits
and sure like TC says "you can be happy alone among others" and i really don't think you cna because our stupid monkey brains are wired to be social and if you want to control your mind, you have to just remove yourself from distractions... not try to not be distracted by them
with SC i am part of a story. i keep an eye on you losers, and i update you on my life... you have no idea who i am so you guys are the only people in the whole world who gets the truth... its like im leaving a legacy for future mes to explore thousands of years into the future...
because if you dont contribute to the culture then you don't really get to have an impact
and as a creator i want to have a HUGE impact... i want to see how far i can go, and thats why other people dont matter that much... they are a distracting from getting far
ya that's why i dont think i am buddhist. because 100% non-attachment sounds boring... like sure i'm god, and I can do whatever I want.... but what do I really want? i certainly DO NOT WANT to just try to end my kharmic cycle and achieve some kind of enlightenment
A narc's idea of Buddhism, I can't even right now.
and sure like TC says "you can be happy alone among others"
Actually, BT said that.
You seeing it as me saying it is interesting though.
...It wasn't exactly what I was saying either, but maybe we can consider it a third option. :p
Figure how she'd interpret something like:
You can find yourself and be yourself alone or in the midst of people. It doesn't deny your place among people, nor invalidates you as a person. It's "both and", not "either or".
She's not that smart, but the really novel part here is the case of mistaken identity; She sees me where I'm not like some sort of specter haunting her.
with SC i am part of a story. i keep an eye on you losers, and i update you on my life... you have no idea who i am so you guys are the only people in the whole world who gets the truth... its like im leaving a legacy for future mes to explore thousands of years into the future...
Im glad you wrote this. It's very lonely at the top, with most people hell bent on pulling you down rather than joining or surpassing you. It's exhausting.
There's this thing Donald Trump keeps saying, that he believes that imagining things becoming reality makes it so. I subscribe to that belief, though I follow that belief and execute it better than he does.
I'm happy you're back to being like this, kind of eccentric. I can relate to the loser thing. When I call people losers, I refer to their lack of ambition and to cynicism, rather than to the lack of achievements. But really people call others losers to mask their fear of becoming stale; they say it more to reject a mindset rather than to insult people.
I can relate to that feeling, for those horribly afraid of repetition, this forum reminds them of how far they've come. It's kind of like a yardstick. You start in the mud with others, and then every year you come back and look how far youve come relative to those who feel content with their life. I presume you dont feel content in your life.
.There's this thing Donald Trump keeps saying, that he believes that imagining things becoming reality makes it so. I subscribe to that belief, though I follow that belief and execute it better than he does.
Do you really Legga ?
Trump is the Anerican dream on dragon steroids, a multi billionaire has thousands of employees, owns more real-estate in new york than anyone, let alone more property around the world, is Literally the most Googled person of all time, is epic and will go down in history EVEN biblically, two time Commander and Cheif most powerful man in the world.
What did you manifest ?
