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 Virtuous gloating. 

The majority respects or appreciates low paid workers. Especially the ones who been doing it for a long time. 

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Also I don't doubt you're a Buddhist. Maybe one day you'll show us the real you. Black hair, slanted eyes, flat chest, puny etc.

 its not virtuious gloating

i really do feel pitty for all of humanity and life in general..... this reality is a tragic blood bath full of carnage and destruction and we evolved to really focus on the negatives 

the true path to happiness is not caring though......... or if you can't stop yourself from caring..... then just stop yourself from thinking about the things that make you care

Can you try again, but without feeling good about yourself at the same time? 

 feeling good about myself because other sare unhappy? that is projection

i think the absolute ideal is if every human being had a rich inner world that they are focused on.. they entertain themselves with their own thoughts, and are driven by their own personal desires which ar enot driven because of comparasin to others, but just out the enjoyment they get from understanding and gaining control over little pieces of their life and relaity etc

we should all not really be thinking about the fact others exist... that should really just be an afterthought.. a nicety... "sure i respect that you exist, but i don't care that much. you have your inner world, i have mine"

its social media and entertainment that takes you out of your own inner world and into the world of others... they switch you to THEIR frame of thinking and try to make you like them

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You have a mixture of altruistic selfishness there.  I don't understand what you're so worried about.  The reality of the situation we're in makes what you suggest sound like living in delusion.  ...What's always so great about what you think?  Finding new thoughts can also be nice.

...I guess a lot of it would be answered if you could explain why you still bother to continue posting on the forum.  I'm not complaining that you do and want you to stop or anything.  When you say this stuff, your actions suggest other than what you say.

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
last edit on 8/3/2025 10:55:26 PM
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I guess a lot of it would be answered if you could explain why you still bother to continue posting on the forum. 

 "please tell us you are here because you love us luna"

this is what i hear from you. insecurity :P

i post here because you are the loser family i grew up with and i am sentimental toward my childhood friends and family :P

its just typical human evolved nolstalgic sentimantality 

last edit on 8/4/2025 2:09:55 AM
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I guess a lot of it would be answered if you could explain why you still bother to continue posting on the forum. 

"please tell us you are here because you love us luna"
this is what i hear from you. insecurity :P

lol such a narc

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last edit on 8/4/2025 2:11:09 AM
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wait wrong thread

last edit on 8/4/2025 2:12:41 AM
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It is an interesting way to frame it, for sure.  Very illustrative.

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
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i also feel guilt...

because i go to the local stores and i see the poor workers who arent even allowed to look at their cell phones while they get paid like 1/3rd what i do... and i dont even have to go slave for some loser manager at some dumb shop..... imagine having to live that life.... poor people... im lucky i was born with a decent IQ

 Virtuous gloating. 

The majority respects or appreciates low paid workers. Especially the ones who been doing it for a long time. 

.

Also I don't doubt you're a Buddhist. Maybe one day you'll show us the real you. Black hair, slanted eyes, flat chest, puny etc.

 its not virtuious gloating

i really do feel pitty for all of humanity and life in general..... this reality is a tragic blood bath full of carnage and destruction and we evolved to really focus on the negatives 

the true path to happiness is not caring though......... or if you can't stop yourself from caring..... then just stop yourself from thinking about the things that make you care

 Not caring is a type of dysfunction.

There are people who took the happy pill (SSRI) to treat depression, and while they felt better, they never gave a fuck about others. Only themselves. They were too blind to see it cause the happy pill seemed to be the answer to their prayers.

After a long period of time they'd ween off the pills, and they had regrets like you wouldn't believed. Some got divorced only to realize they still love their ex spouse, some ended up alone cause the pill turned them into assholes.

Can someone really be happy by themselves ? Maybe if they got out of a bad relationship and now enjoy peace in solitude, but even they will need good company eventually.

We don't enjoy nice things alone. No one hops in a Lambo and acts as though it's nothing. The machine itself is about standing out and getting lots of attention. Or you get anything nice. You got a sweet rig, it's even better when you can show it to somrone, and if you can't, things won't make you happy.

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 Not caring is a type of dysfunction.

There are people who took the happy pill (SSRI) to treat depression, and while they felt better, they never gave a fuck about others. Only themselves. They were too blind to see it cause the happy pill seemed to be the answer to their prayers.

After a long period of time they'd ween off the pills, and they had regrets like you wouldn't believed. Some got divorced only to realize they still love their ex spouse, some ended up alone cause the pill turned them into assholes.

Can someone really be happy by themselves ? Maybe if they got out of a bad relationship and now enjoy peace in solitude, but even they will need good company eventually.

We don't enjoy nice things alone. No one hops in a Lambo and acts as though it's nothing. The machine itself is about standing out and getting lots of attention. Or you get anything nice. You got a sweet rig, it's even better when you can show it to somrone, and if you can't, things won't make you happy.

 Funny how you claim I'm the histrionic one. Your types always project.

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0 votes RE: how i feel at my new job as a software engineer

 Virtuous gloating. 

The majority respects or appreciates low paid workers. Especially the ones who been doing it for a long time. 

.

Also I don't doubt you're a Buddhist. Maybe one day you'll show us the real you. Black hair, slanted eyes, flat chest, puny etc.

 its not virtuious gloating

i really do feel pitty for all of humanity and life in general..... this reality is a tragic blood bath full of carnage and destruction and we evolved to really focus on the negatives 

the true path to happiness is not caring though......... or if you can't stop yourself from caring..... then just stop yourself from thinking about the things that make you care

 Not caring is a type of dysfunction.

There are people who took the happy pill (SSRI) to treat depression, and while they felt better, they never gave a fuck about others. Only themselves. They were too blind to see it cause the happy pill seemed to be the answer to their prayers.

After a long period of time they'd ween off the pills, and they had regrets like you wouldn't believed. Some got divorced only to realize they still love their ex spouse, some ended up alone cause the pill turned them into assholes.

Can someone really be happy by themselves ? Maybe if they got out of a bad relationship and now enjoy peace in solitude, but even they will need good company eventually.

We don't enjoy nice things alone. No one hops in a Lambo and acts as though it's nothing. The machine itself is about standing out and getting lots of attention. Or you get anything nice. You got a sweet rig, it's even better when you can show it to somrone, and if you can't, things won't make you happy.

 

i have never taken a ssri or any other pills because i'm not an idiot who just lets some random person tell me who i am and that something is wrong wiht me... we are all spceial and unique and ssris are just a way to control us

we don't enjoy nice things alone? what about walking at 1am down a dark street with a street light over-head, fog off in the distance... that vibe of being the only person in the universe. that doesn't give you peace? or being in an open field, flowers, butter flies, a cool breaze... its tranquility.... you don't find joy in tranqulity? you really need some human around you to socialize with? are you nothing without other people?

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If you're Buddhist, you are interested in seeking non-attachment, freedom from desire -- the suffering these things cause.  It would mean finding equanimity no matter your circumstances, dealing with them how they are and not just how you think of them.  The Eightfold Path and the Middle Way are viable, because working on yourself also benefits your community, in the way it is practiced.  It isn't about isolation, but realizing you already fit in.

You can find yourself and be yourself alone or in the midst of people.  It doesn't deny your place among people, nor invalidates you as a person.  It's "both and", not "either or".

The reaction you're having is more of one finding threat in contrary thoughts and feelings.  The irony is in the way you're behaving according to your expressed philosophy: so keen on separation, independent and free of thought, yet still interested in telling people about it...and defend it among such people.  If such human connection matters so little, wouldn't it make sense (if you believed it) that you'd care less about even making a point about it so often?  Why post anything at all, you know?  I'm only curious how this inconsistency works in your mind.

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
last edit on 8/4/2025 1:21:12 PM
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