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Some guy connected to my inner circle just hung himself few weeks ago. He was a dick and we never really got along all that well. 

No idea what drove him to do that though. Maybe it was money related and he gambled it away ? Maybe it was his weight gain ? Was he going back to Jail ? Maybe he never liked getting old. I'll tell you this, imagine you're in your 40's next time you go out, and you'll see 95% of the public are in their late teens or 20's and 30's, there's then a sense of having a barrier between oneself and the world as your age group becomes visibly rare, though most of us are still alive.

He remarried and left behind his 15 year old daughter who lost her Mother and is stuck with the step Mother now, imagine that. His death also annoys me cause he once made a pass at my GF (before we were together), and my GF was talking about him a few weeks ago all upbeat, then she went to his "Celebration of life" on the weekend, though it was for the kids which is another story. In short his death reunited some children, cause he was such a dick.  

We respectfully disliked one another, but If I were around I wouldn't have let him do it via combat. Probably got drunk and impulsively did it. Jackass. 

Maninist said: 

Some guy connected to my inner circle just hung himself few weeks ago. He was a dick and we never really got along all that well. 

No idea what drove him to do that though. Maybe it was money related and he gambled it away ? Maybe it was his weight gain ? Was he going back to Jail ? Maybe he never liked getting old. I'll tell you this, imagine you're in your 40's next time you go out, and you'll see 95% of the public are in their late teens or 20's and 30's, there's then a sense of having a barrier between oneself and the world as your age group becomes visibly rare, though most of us are still alive.

He remarried and left behind his 15 year old daughter who lost her Mother and is stuck with the step Mother now, imagine that. His death also annoys me cause he once made a pass at my GF (before we were together), and my GF was talking about him a few weeks ago all upbeat, then she went to his "Celebration of life" on the weekend, though it was for the kids which is another story. In short his death reunited some children, cause he was such a dick.  

We respectfully disliked one another, but If I were around I wouldn't have let him do it via combat. Probably got drunk and impulsively did it. Jackass. 

 If you find the fucker promoting these suicides DM me

free speech is allowed

Tryptamine said: 

free speech is allowed

Not once you're using a corporate platform, they become liable for what they allow said on there. 

Maninist said: 

Some guy connected to my inner circle just hung himself few weeks ago. He was a dick and we never really got along all that well. 

No idea what drove him to do that though. Maybe it was money related and he gambled it away ? Maybe it was his weight gain ? Was he going back to Jail ? Maybe he never liked getting old.

Somehow you're able to say "inner circle" while having no idea, that seems weirder to me. 

How inner is inner in your case? 

His death also annoys me cause he once made a pass at my GF (before we were together), and my GF was talking about him a few weeks ago all upbeat, then she went to his "Celebration of life" on the weekend, though it was for the kids which is another story. In short his death reunited some children, cause he was such a dick.  

We respectfully disliked one another, but If I were around I wouldn't have let him do it via combat. Probably got drunk and impulsively did it. Jackass. 

Oh I see, you're mad because it's all about you. 

This at least explains why you don't even know what caused it beyond the room for you to project your own inner world on top of it. 

Tryptamine said: 

free speech is allowed

 Yeah, I get that free speech is important, but it makes me wonder how far some people are taking it with stuff like that. I mean, I’m curious—do you know if anyone's actually been able to pull off selling those kinds of things here? Seems like something that would catch serious attention. What’s your take on how they’re managing it?

cx3 said: 

 Yeah, 988 isn’t perfect, but I’ve seen it help people who really needed it, especially when they had nowhere else to go. I think sometimes it’s easy to criticize something like that when you’re not in the middle of a crisis yourself? I’d be interested in hearing what issues you’ve had with it though

maybe there’s something I’m missing.



As for that person selling those suicide drugs, I’m actually kinda curious. Like, what even pushes someone to do something like that? Seems like there’s gotta be a bigger story there. I wonder if they’re just in it for the money, or if it’s something else. Anyone have more details on who’s behind it? It’s just wild.

Delora said: 

 

 Yeah, 988 isn’t perfect, but I’ve seen it help people who really needed it, especially when they had nowhere else to go. I think sometimes it’s easy to criticize something like that when you’re not in the middle of a crisis yourself? I’d be interested in hearing what issues you’ve had with it though

maybe there’s something I’m missing.



As for that person selling those suicide drugs, I’m actually kinda curious. Like, what even pushes someone to do something like that? Seems like there’s gotta be a bigger story there. I wonder if they’re just in it for the money, or if it’s something else. Anyone have more details on who’s behind it? It’s just wild.

I've been institutionalized from a hospital a long time ago because I told a nurse that I wanted to die and everything was miserable. I never said that I was in immediate danger or a harm to anyone else, I was just depressed as fuck. It was the kind of heavy sadness that sapped energy out of you. Anyways telling a nurse I was depressed landed me in a psych ward. Still bitter about it.
The simple fact is; if you're a guy nobody fucking cares if you're suicidal. Everyone has their own issues and now suicidality is just another buzz term a lot of people use for sympathy and connection. It's like there's a culture around suicide because misery loves company. That's not to say suicidal people don't exist obviously, but this country is heading towards a place our culture has never been before. And apparently, no matter how much money we throw at this issue, it doesn't seem to get any better. We've tried to educate people, give them free treatment, even use government-sponsored heroin needles so people could kill themselves even more effectively! None of it is working.
I think our academics still don't have a clue what depression really is. They say that its due to low serotonin and give people SSRIs, it turns you into a zombie but hey, at least you're not sad! There's so much nuance to this issue but people refuse to invent something new.

I don't know much about the suicide drug post. I saw CS comment on one of them telling the poster that they're mad because the site wasn't working lol. It's not for money, It's someone taunting CS or any vulnerable person on the site (turq). Idk, has anyone been in conflict with cs or turq the past couple months?