Sociopath Community

Tacky said: 

Bruh, Delora has some of the worst sympathy and Peach has some of the best. I'm autistic but even I couldn't imagine being as self absorbed every second and for every belief. Like I get that as a male there's different standards for behavior but it just seems tiresome to be like that even I wanted to

So how would you score the people on the list (including yourself) then?

Did you see that i gave Peach higher score than I did Delora? You didnt, did you?

Delora is receptive to others pain when she realizes it's there. There are people who simply  never realize it nor care. So she belongs in the score bucket 2, clearly.

You do realize that the score is 1 to 3 to make things easier to evaluate for you, right? Its much harder to rank from 1 to 10 or 1 to 3, but on the flipside small differences tend to be washed out by the scale. If it were 1 to 10 I'd probably give a 4 or a 3 to Delora, which is closer to 5 than 1  hence the round up to 2.

AppleGenius said: 

quickness, adaptability, sympathy, IQ, Academic success, career

1. Good: 2 1 3 3 2 2

2. Xadem 1 1 3 2 1 1

3. PalePeach 2 2 3 2 2 2

4. Friedrich 1 1 3 2 3 3

5. Turncoat 2 3 3 2 1 1

6. Legga 1 3 3 3 3 3

7. Blanc 1 1 2 2 2 1

8. Delora 1 1 2 3 2 2

9. Spatial 3 3 3 2 2 3

Adaptibility should be weighted double.

10. Tacky 1 1 2 2 1 1

My academic success isn't too bad. I'm failing at all cause of bad sleep habits and late or unfinished work but even then I get back into at least a B grade. I actually started college recently but I have thought about quitting because of personal problems although I've gotten decent anc headphones and have decided it would be worth it to stay. I was still a silver gpa high school student even with a strong possibility of mental issues that could be both nature and nurture. Other than that I would say your rating is fair in that I am not as considerably quick and adaptable as others naturally are even if I have come a long ways even though I still have most of the same struggles being held back by narcissistic family although luckily my father is out of the picture (it's been awhile since my family has used him as a threat or humiliation once they learned how severe our issues are) as he was the worst one and I was literally gaining nothing around him.

Tacky said: 

My academic success isn't too bad. I'm failing at all cause of bad sleep habits and late or unfinished work but even then I get back into at least a B grade. I actually started college recently but I have thought about quitting because of personal problems although I've gotten decent anc headphones and have decided it would be worth it to stay. I was still a silver gpa high school student even with a strong possibility of mental issues that could be both nature and nurture. Other than that I would say your rating is fair in that I am not as considerably quick and adaptable as others naturally are even if I have come a long ways even though I still have most of the same struggles being held back by narcissistic family although luckily my father is out of the picture (it's been awhile since my family has used him as a threat or humiliation once they learned how severe our issues are) as he was the worst one and I was literally gaining nothing around him.

Thats not too bad.

Tacky said: 

Bruh, Delora has some of the worst sympathy and Peach has some of the best. I'm autistic but even I couldn't imagine being as self absorbed every second and for every belief. Like I get that as a male there's different standards for behavior but it just seems tiresome to be like that even I wanted to be.

 Idk why I'm being talked about by you it's like you see my name and you jump on it

AppleGenius said: 

Tacky said: 

Bruh, Delora has some of the worst sympathy and Peach has some of the best. I'm autistic but even I couldn't imagine being as self absorbed every second and for every belief. Like I get that as a male there's different standards for behavior but it just seems tiresome to be like that even I wanted to

So how would you score the people on the list (including yourself) then?

Did you see that i gave Peach higher score than I did Delora? You didnt, did you?

Delora is receptive to others pain when she realizes it's there. There are people who simply  never realize it nor care. So she belongs in the score bucket 2, clearly.

You do realize that the score is 1 to 3 to make things easier to evaluate for you, right? Its much harder to rank from 1 to 10 or 1 to 3, but on the flipside small differences tend to be washed out by the scale. If it were 1 to 10 I'd probably give a 4 or a 3 to Delora, which is closer to 5 than 1  hence the round up to 2.

 Oh thanks dude 😅 

I like being talked about by you it makes me feel included. I can tell it's in good faith and I appreciate that

Its hard to measure stuff like this I think. 

I am an autistic woman who has been through A LOT and so I need more time to catch up because I'm still trying to shake off all that's happened

But hey I have land in Hawaii so I can't be that bad off 

I think I'm hard to measure because I'm different? Like in a weird way. I know I'm different and I can tell I just don't know how I am different yet. 

I would say socially I am not all there at all 

But I think with my own stuff in my own space I can excel. 

When I'm here it's all social for me so a lot of people just see that side of me

Peach is fucking brilliant by the way no fucking question about it. People forget how smart she is because of how people perceive Alice. But I know both peach and Alice and they both have beautiful fucking minds 

You owning your own space is a pretty big deal.

I do wonder if you ever see autism as isolating. I am curious if you pay attention to people treating you differently due to autism, and in particular if they are nicer to you, and if that bothers you.

Personally, I tend to be nice towards people who I perceive as significantly emotionally or physically weaker than me, which is a pretty big bucket of people. But it feels exhausting, because I feel like it's a one-way street. There's rarely value I derive from helping those who are weak, but I do it out of a sense of obligation, whilst being careful enough to keep my distance not to burden myself too much. I wonder if I'm doing more harm than good because people mistakenly think that I am their friend when I am not. It makes me feel burdened. It's a shame that I just cant communicate at thr right level.

I'm not the only one. It's usually a hot chick who is nice to someone way out of their league, and then the guy gets hurt because he was expecting poontah. The whole relationship game makes it clear that being am asshole is better than being nice. But some people can't handle it. How frustrating. Genuine friendship is difficult when people are thin skinned.

None of you all are honest or genuine. Or at least I hope you are not. The alternative is too painful to accept.

Not really sure what the point of this rant was.

Ps. Yes I am Legga. I dont really like that AppleGenius name. It sounds ridiculous.

true, most people think they're smarter than they are. funny thing, most people also think others are dumber than they are. 

Jada said: 

You owning your own space is a pretty big deal.

I do wonder if you ever see autism as isolating. I am curious if you pay attention to people treating you differently due to autism, and in particular if they are nicer to you, and if that bothers you.

More often than not I am treated in a mean way, or a dismissive way, and I don't always notice. When I am treated with kindness I always notice because I can see the smile and I find smiles to be pretty and they excite me. However, the smile can be manipulative or fake. I can see it more now after a lot of practice but when I was younger I never understood. I am not depressed though because my husband is also autistic and him and I are together for life, and I think my best friend might have autism as well. I have been treated with a lot more kindness by my community ever since I started singing/street performing as my job. And I make good money.

Personally, I tend to be nice towards people who I perceive as significantly emotionally or physically weaker than me, which is a pretty big bucket of people. But it feels exhausting, because I feel like it's a one-way street. There's rarely value I derive from helping those who are weak, but I do it out of a sense of obligation, whilst being careful enough to keep my distance not to burden myself too much. I wonder if I'm doing more harm than good because people mistakenly think that I am their friend when I am not. It makes me feel burdened. It's a shame that I just cant communicate at thr right level.

with me you just have to be direct, neither nicer nor kinder. I don't know about other people but I just want honesty and guidance for me for how you are feeling and why as long as it comes from a genuine place, even if to others it might seem rude. 

However, just because a person is weaker to you in one way, doesn't mean they are weak in every way. People are usually like Pokemon, we have different stats in different areas of where we are weak, strong, or in the middle. Autistic people usually have their stats maxed out in one or two places making it hard to have food stats anywhere else. For example with my singing I cat simply put a straw hat in front of my on the ground and make over 100$ on a really good day such as cruise ship day or at a festival.

I'm not the only one. It's usually a hot chick who is nice to someone way out of their league, and then the guy gets hurt because he was expecting poontah. The whole relationship game makes it clear that being am asshole is better than being nice. But some people can't handle it. How frustrating. Genuine friendship is difficult when people are thin skinned

Being autistic isn't always thin skinned. Things that would offend others for example don't offend us as long as we understand you are being genuine and that's the way you really feel. People misunderstand us and think we are self centered but we lack in cognitive empathy we excel emotionally, making good friends once youa start from scratch with what you know about understanding people when you work with us, because it's actually a true way street and if we want to understand you we have to work hard and communicate to do so more than others would, making your friendship valuable us because it was difficult to obtain.

None of you all are honest or genuine. Or at least I hope you are not. The alternative is too painful to accept.

Not really sure what the point of this rant was.

Ps. Yes I am Legga. I dont really like that AppleGenius name. It sounds ridiculous.

 I was diagnosed with a form of autism called pervasive developmental disorder at the age of two. I also married br, a member here. And though we have had stupid arguments over shit like hot dogs, he has never called me out as a "liar" here which he would have by now if he was after five years of him getting mad. Even when lying that I am lying would have benefitted him to do so.

https://youtube.com/shorts/H5A7cCverZs?si=S4R_WRRmdQMPPTC2

Delora said: 

Jada said: 

You owning your own space is a pretty big deal.

I do wonder if you ever see autism as isolating. I am curious if you pay attention to people treating you differently due to autism, and in particular if they are nicer to you, and if that bothers you.

More often than not I am treated in a mean way, or a dismissive way, and I don't always notice. When I am treated with kindness I always notice because I can see the smile and I find smiles to be pretty and they excite me. However, the smile can be manipulative or fake. I can see it more now after a lot of practice but when I was younger I never understood. I am not depressed though because my husband is also autistic and him and I are together for life, and I think my best friend might have autism as well. I have been treated with a lot more kindness by my community ever since I started singing/street performing as my job. And I make good money.

Personally, I tend to be nice towards people who I perceive as significantly emotionally or physically weaker than me, which is a pretty big bucket of people. But it feels exhausting, because I feel like it's a one-way street. There's rarely value I derive from helping those who are weak, but I do it out of a sense of obligation, whilst being careful enough to keep my distance not to burden myself too much. I wonder if I'm doing more harm than good because people mistakenly think that I am their friend when I am not. It makes me feel burdened. It's a shame that I just cant communicate at thr right level.

with me you just have to be direct, neither nicer nor kinder. I don't know about other people but I just want honesty and guidance for me for how you are feeling and why as long as it comes from a genuine place, even if to others it might seem rude. 

However, just because a person is weaker to you in one way, doesn't mean they are weak in every way. People are usually like Pokemon, we have different stats in different areas of where we are weak, strong, or in the middle. Autistic people usually have their stats maxed out in one or two places making it hard to have food stats anywhere else. For example with my singing I cat simply put a straw hat in front of my on the ground and make over 100$ on a really good day such as cruise ship day or at a festival.

I'm not the only one. It's usually a hot chick who is nice to someone way out of their league, and then the guy gets hurt because he was expecting poontah. The whole relationship game makes it clear that being am asshole is better than being nice. But some people can't handle it. How frustrating. Genuine friendship is difficult when people are thin skinned

Being autistic isn't always thin skinned. Things that would offend others for example don't offend us as long as we understand you are being genuine and that's the way you really feel. People misunderstand us and think we are self centered but we lack in cognitive empathy we excel emotionally, making good friends once youa start from scratch with what you know about understanding people when you work with us, because it's actually a true way street and if we want to understand you we have to work hard and communicate to do so more than others would, making your friendship valuable us because it was difficult to obtain.

None of you all are honest or genuine. Or at least I hope you are not. The alternative is too painful to accept.

Not really sure what the point of this rant was.

Ps. Yes I am Legga. I dont really like that AppleGenius name. It sounds ridiculous.

 I was diagnosed with a form of autism called pervasive developmental disorder at the age of two. I also married br, a member here. And though we have had stupid arguments over shit like hot dogs, he has never called me out as a "liar" here which he would have by now if he was after five years of him getting mad. Even when lying that I am lying would have benefitted him to do so.

 

 

 

https://youtube.com/shorts/H5A7cCverZs?si=S4R_WRRmdQMPPTC2

 I don't know why, but I like you.