.. and I might be a belieber and a believer in change for the better after all, but being cheated on again after all that I've been through seems really unappealing how am I supposed to tolerate being disrespected like that
I am healing Inner child wounds of being mocked and humiliated and made fun of and laughed at presently, and that stuff was really stressful and upsetting
and like yes my beliefs back as a child were were upside down and backwards and twisted and I was very very confused and feeling helpless and vulnerable because that is what spirit gave me to heal, but I did not understand back then that I had any sort of spiritual calling and I did not understand what healthy beliefs are like I do now
but I very much do not want to be cheated on again and getting into a relationship with a sex addict seems to be just asking for it you know ? because that person has to do their own healing work I cannot just do it all for them and how am I supposed to know that that person is actually healed from his afflictions "intuition" ? my intuition is improving but idk if it is that improved....
Sooo... you've got a crush on Selena Gomez now?
Topic: 'Selena Gomez seems like a really sweet person'
Sooo... you've got a crush on Selena Gomez now?
Selena Gomez seems like a really sweet person
no I just appreciate her and her shining her light, I am actually pretty straight as far as if I was going to marry someone that person would be male
So platonic more like your Lana arc?
I mean I am not In real life friends with her soo idk if I would even call it that
It is more that I am saying that I do not want to be manipulated into a relationship where I am going to be cheated on and disrespected, and that idk if I trust my intuition enough to know for sure that someone is healed enough to not do that to me as far as if in their past they have done that to past partners
soo my inclination is to avoid that possibly happening to me altogether
It is more that I am saying that I do not want to be manipulated into a relationship where I am going to be cheated on and disrespected
Who's doing that right now?
It is more that I am saying that I do not want to be manipulated into a relationship where I am going to be cheated on and disrespected
Who's doing that right now?
no one, I am trying to make decisions on what type of person that I would want to partner with in the future if I do ever partner with anyone in the future
and I am aware of my past history and what type of person that I had previously been drawn to
It is more that I am saying that I do not want to be manipulated into a relationship where I am going to be cheated on and disrespected
Who's doing that right now?
no one, I am trying to make decisions on what type of person that I would want to partner with in the future if I do ever partner with anyone in the future
So sort of like building an archetype?
I feel like I couldn't really predict who comes next beyond maybe steering clear of some warning signs, people are very dissimilar.